'I remember once ago,that I detested being compared to her,Kikyo,when I laughed freely,when the most important thing to me was my family,when if someone threatened my friends I would do something,anything about it,I remember when I could not lie,when I cried if I got a bad score on a math test,but then,then then I met you,and I grew up.'
Do you remember that day as clearly as I?
'I feel nothing being compared to kikyo,I haven't laughed in 2 years,my family is dead to me,I am the cause of pain to my 'friends',I lie almost everyday with out guilt,or remorse,I do not cry anymore I have no feelings.I remember when I blushed at the mention of mere kissing,I have seduced more men then I can remember sometimes,most times I don't even know their names.I remember once,long,long ago, I was pure,now I am as tainted as Naraku himself.'
Look at me,I'm tainted! How could you love me at all?
The girl frowned. 'I remember the day you died,I remember all the pain I felt back then,I remember crying blood red tears instead of clear ones.I remember whispering my promise to you; I will become stronger and carry on your legacy,my beloved inuyasha.' The girl smiled softly thinking back to the promise.'If you could see me now you would hate me surly,'
Hate me,love me,spill my guts on the floor! I'm breathing,I'm alive,but I'm dead on the inside!
She thought letting a tear slide down her check.'You would look at me and shake your head.I'm sorry Inuyasha I just can't bring myself to keep my promise.' The eerie blue glow of her new soul stealer's comforted her as the wrapped around her,circling her 'Come with us miss,forget the promise.' They coaxed.'I just want it to be over,the pain I live with seems almost unbearable!'
Why? Why did you leave me all alone? WHHHHYYY!
Crying silently girl stood up,she was walking towards a small pond,she quickly undressed,and sank in.'Inuyasha I'm sorry,my love.' She sunk all the way under,and held her breath,'Soon I'll be with you in hell,' the thought gave her comfort,'I just hope you can forgive me.' The girl smiled,her soul stealer's floating above her calling out for her,and trying to coax her out.'Inuyasha.' She thought,
My love,
'After all this time I still love you.' Her eyes sliding shut,the girl floated to the top of the pond,her soul stealer's gathering around her calling out to her sadly,but the girl did not respond 'Mistress!' they called,she didn't answer,she wasn't breathing,but she looked peaceful,happy with a smile on her face.'Kagome.' they thought sadly 'Goodbye miss.'
It will all be done in due time.