Painful Disguise
Trapped by this life
Bound by this wealth
Captive by my name
I know nothing is the same
Silent as time
Cold as ice
My evil actions
Damning my life
Alone, away from all the world
Entombed by this house of glass
I am here, safe in my madness
All happiness gone, all joy long passed
Others will die
But no, not I
Live this half-life forever
Heavy as doom, light as a feather
Turn me into someone else
Fit me into a mold
Box me, hate me, I don't care
My feelings are on hold
The clock has stopped
Memories throught time
I cry out in pain
Yet I tell you I'm fine
I hate this world that did this to me
I want it all to end
Should I do it desperately?
Or wait for Heaven's angel to descend?
You could be my angel
As I look into your eyes
But I turn away quickly now
I can't let you see past the lies