I Can't Think

"Peeta!" My eyes welled up in tears.

"I found him. They took him from me.

They tortured him and beat him and play with his mind, but he stayed strong and he's back!

"He's back and he's mine and nobody can take him away from me.", I thought to myself.

I ran to him with my arms spread wide, ready for the embrace I had been craving ever since they—the Capitol, took him.

He has him arms outstretched for me as well.

I finally throw myself on him and as my arms go around his body, his go straight to my throat.

I can't think.

I can't move.

I can't…breathe.

I'm choking and he won't let go.

"What did they do to you!", I belt out using my last breath.

"Peeta!" I scream.

He loosens his hold on my neck for only a second, but that second was just enough for me to push him as hard as I can off of me and run.

I run as fast and as far as I can run.

I don't really know many place in District 13 to go to so I just keep running.

I can't think about how they changed him and turned him into the monster that almost choked me to death.

I can't think about the way in hands did no feel like his hands as they went straight to my neck.

I can't think about the lost look in his eyes, like it wasn't even him inside his own body.

I can't think about him.

As I wipe the tears that I hadn't even noticed were streaming rom my eyes, I can only think of one thing.

The only thing i can think of is—I will kill President Snow.