Times that I wish you were here
Sequel to My life changes and turns
Summary: Scar had felt loved when she had meet the Autobots but when she leaves for college she leaves them behind and she wishes to return but with her return motivates were pulled in motion.
Disclaimer: I do not own transformers only Scar and her cousins as well as family apart from the mayor
She missed them. The way they made her laugh. The way that he know what she thought when she was happy, sad or just wanted time away. But she couldn't go back now because of what she had done by just walking away from them. The way that Sari's eyes had filled with tears, the look of pain written over her father's and boyfriends face, when she had told them she was leaving for American University in Washington and not coming back until her two years was over.
I sighed as I left my dorm for my mechanics lesson. Two months has passed now since I came here and left the bots behind. I could still barely feel the father-daughter bond with my dad which I had been ignoring for the last two months. I can still see the image of Sari's face when I told them I was leaving because my year at Sumdac Systems had finished and I wasn't coming back unless it was two visits my family there. Feeling my phone vibrate as I sat down I ducked down behind my cousin Lottie before taking out my phone and saw a message from Blur.
Scar there is con activity near the University. Be careful and don't leave campus unless I tell you to. Luv ya lil one. Blur.
"What is it?" Lottie asked.
"There are cons near here," I whispered. "Don't leave the campus unless you have a good reason too okay."
She nodded before she went to work on her side of the engine we were remodelling. Lottie wasn't like Tina who had opened her own café in Detroit or our two stuck up cousins Rhys and Emma who were posh snobs; she was just like me with her blonde hair and hazel coloured eyes that she outlined with purple eye liner. She was a punk girl that could me laugh and just forgets anything that is bad and not calm and perfect. I often wondered what the world looked like from her point of view, because she was a month younger and childish than me but she felt like a sister because her dad was always busy with work; her mom had always taken care of me no matter what even when my mom was alive and my father was still staying on Earth with us. She didn't ask question just leave it at that until I open up to her.
"Miss Danfold is there a problem?" Mr Dale asked.
"No sir," I replied.
"Then would you mind telling me why Miss Fields is doing all the work on this engine at the moment?"
"I'm thinking of how to connect the timing gear sets to the air filter sir," I replied. "I will do it now if you would like."
He nodded before he walked away. Lottie smiled at me before we went back to work.
"So have you had any news from them?" she asked me.
"If you're talking about the bots then no," I said. "I told them to not contact me."
"Scar it is killing you," Lottie said as she worked on her part. "And what about them Scar?"
I sighed knowing that I couldn't win this fight with my cousin as I watched her work. Her blonde hair was drawn up in a ponytail and had the bright blue highlights she had put in after her birthday. I felt tears fall from my eyes making Lottie looked concerned as she wrapped a comfort arm around me.
"Scar this has to stop," she ordered. "Mr Dale Scar doesn't feel well and I was wondering if we could have the day off as we are almost done here."
"Miss Fields if you are lying you will do an assessment that will be you're hardest yet," Mr Dale warned before looking at my tears. "Take your cousin and see the nurse. You are dismissed until tomorrow afternoon."
Lottie and me walked out of the class and made our way back to our dorm. In our room was a man that was staring out of the window and I gave a smile and a gasp before I ran to hug him.
"Blurr what are you doing here?" I asked looking at my guardian and brother.
"We have a problem," he replied, returning my hug with as much force he could muster. "You okay?"
"Fine," I replied hoarsely wiping away my tears.
He graze softened as he pulled me closer to him.
"Shush Dreamer," he whispered. "Hey Lottie."
"Hey Blurr," she replied. "No speaking fast today."
"Scar doesn't need it," he replied. "How's she been?"
"Like that," Lottie replied pointing to me.
He sighed before looking at me and wiped away the tears on my face.
"Scar this isn't healthy," he said. "If you won't do this for yourself then do it for them. They miss you."
"I miss them too," I whispered. "But Blurr I have three more months until my break here. It will have to wait."
"You are one stubborn child," he replied. "I've got to go. Bye Lottie."
"See ya Blurr," she replied before his hologram disappeared.
I looked at my cousin as she went out of the dorm as I curled up onto my bed and thought about the family I had left behind.
"I miss you," I whispered for turning on my music and pulled my laptop towards me.
End of Chapter One. Hope your enjoyed it.