Good Night
She smiles softly at you as she wishes you a good night,you wait until you can hear her door close and you stealthily make your way out the buying a cheap bottle of booze you make your way to the roof of your favorite building and take a seat on the edge as you take a sip of the cheap alcohol you begin to bleed as you slowly cut your wrists with your favorite knife and you begin to think how had it come to this ,falling for her was easy, her passion, her fire is what had always mesmorised you as children now with age her beauty had only become more refined, her mind even had always cared for her but as the years went by the once sibling like feelings had deepened until you had finally realised she was the brightest part of your life the one who made you truly smile,the one that had always been there, your rock through troubled times, the one person who you held closest to your heart but sadly as the story always goes she grew up, fell in love, and no longer had the time of day for everything, no matter how hard you tried the image of her smile never faded from your dreams nor your waking matter how hard you tried, knowing that she would never be yours, never being able to whisper to her how beautiful she looked in your eyes lest she realized your feelings, you continued on living no matter how much it hurt to see her in anothers mans arms, to see anotherman kiss her heavenly lips and to know that she would never hear the words you wished oh so dearly to say to her, I love you, and everyday that you live is a blessing to through that nearly endless charade is what brought you to this moment now above the city skyline as you drink from the cheap bottle of boozes your thoughts begin to blur, you can't even feel the pain in your wrists smile to yourself as you slowly go under knowing that all of the hurt would soon end and you would no longer be in the way of her happiness, as you slip off the edge you whisper, goodbye I love you to the one that held your hurt would fade, you feel in the moments as the pavement comes to meet you, you die smiling because the last image you see is her smile as she says Goodnight.
-J.H