Disclaimer: I don't own "Twilight," Stephenie Meyer does.

Warning: The ending may suggest at themes which not everyone may be comfortable with.

EPOV

Damn, what did Jazz gave me? The room was spinning around me, as I struggled to climb up the stairs. I should not have let Emmett coerce me into coming for Jessica Stanley's party. I knew it was going to be a bad idea. None of Jessica Stanley's party ever come to a good end. The cops were always here to bust the party when we get too loud, the football team and the swim team always end up fighting in her backyard or someone gets roofied and becomes the joke of Forks High for the next few months as pictures of their naked body gets decorated with sharpies from everyone at the party gets on Facebook. Yeah, what the hell did I even come to the party in the first place

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"Eddie, you have to come for the party tonight. You need to live a bit, stop cooping yourself inside the dark room of yours. No wonder you're such a pale ass, you don't even see the sunlight!"

People don't normally know me as Emmett Cullen's (quarterback of Fork's High, our town hero as he is probably the only one who is capable of joining the NFL from pathetic Forks) brother but rather 'Nerdward'. Well, I guess setting up the Photography club makes you a nerd and a loser. Especially when your club only has two other members. Angela Webber is a shy girl, who is always hiding behind her hair. However, she takes the best photos I've ever seen. I think she uses her photos as a way to express herself, just like me... And then we have Eric Yorkie too. Eric is Angela's boyfriend, and that is the only reason why he joined the Photography club. He was afraid that I'd seduce Angela and steal her. Eric is really insecure and he always throw me death glares whenever I discuss about the new theme for the Photography club bulletin board with Angela. I'm guessing it's just his facial problem that is contributing to his security issues. Eric has really bad acne, something that I'd thankfully moved on from after my awkward puberty stage from 14. When I was 14, I had braces and acne. Now my braces are gone and my face is acne free but my Emmett still does not let me forget that. He would call me braceface all the time at home.

"Come on Eddie, you have to go! Bella Swan will be there." Emmett said.

How low of him to pull the Bella Swan card. Bella Swan is the prettiest and may I add sexiest girl in Forks High. Her dad, Chief Swan is very protective of her. However poor Charlie Swan does not know of Bella's extra-curricular activity. Let's just say that Bella is a risqué person. She is part of the cheerleading squad. Forks High's cheerleaders not only cheer for our school teams but also organise several charity events monthly. We have bikini clad cheerleaders and their monthly car washes and the Christmas Forks High version of Victoria Secret Fashion show. Bella is the hottest cheerleader, with Rosalie second. Rosalie and Emmett are fuck buddies but I know deep down Emmett wants to ask her to be his girlfriend but he did not want to be teased by his teammates so he just call Rosalie his fuck buddy. Bella Swan is totally different, she is not anyone's fuck buddy. Not that no one wants her but no one dares to fuck her. Nobody wants to cross Charlie Swan. However she always leave guys with a massive problem at every car wash. The way her brown wavy curls shimmer under the sunlight as her pouty lips curl into a smile as the cheerleaders tell each other jokes is enough to give me a massive erection. Oh, did I mention her gorgeous figure too? I'm sure she is a C cup and her bikini always seem to be too small for her and I always see her erected nipples through the bikini. Poor girl must be really sensitive. I always imagine how her breasts would feel like in my hands, would it fit my hands perfectly? How my tongue would feel when I lick her nipples as if they were the sweetest candy in the world...

Okay, I need to stop thinking about Bella Swan now. I most certainly did not want to get a stiffy in front of Emmett. "Who cares about Bella Swan? Anyway I have to rush out the portraits for Arts Appreciation week, I don't have time to go to the party." I said. "Sure bro, continue to deprive yourself of a social life. Just in case you want to come, it's at 930pm. You know Jessica Stanley's place don't you." Emmett said before walking off.

Emmett's words keep resonating in my head as I spend the evening in the school's dark room. Do I really need to loosen up and live a bit? Act like a normal teenager? And Bella Swan... The angel in my dreams will be there. No, no I would not go. Bella Swan is way out of my league. My inner monologue was killing me. I decided to turn out the radio and hopefully drown out my inner conflict. Listening to Debussy while developing the photos were my two favourite things to do in the entire world. Now I have peace...

Just one more photo left and I'll be done. I gave the photo one good shake before leaving it to dry. Then I saw it. It was a photo of Bella Swan. She was lying on the grass patch with her eyes closed and a small smile across her face. I remember taking this photo. It was break time and I took my sandwich and went out to the grass patch and eat. I dislike the crowd in the canteen, they're too noisy for my liking. I prefer the grass patch. The only people here were either those who came out to get stoned or... Me. Well, at least they are not noisy. After finishing my sandwich and was walking back to class, I saw her. Bella Swan, lying right there in the grass patch. Quietly, I took out my camera and took that photo of her. My camera can never do that angelic beauty any justice, her beauty can never be captured on film. Then I went back to class and hope that she did not found out what I just did, I am not a stalker.

That photo gave me a courage boost. It's time for me to man up and go out there and face the world. Have a normal social life, according to Emmett. I looked at my watch and realised it was 1130pm already. The party started two hours ago, and I hope Bella Swan would still be there.

I threw on my leather jacket and made my way to Jessica Stanley's place. The place was booming with music and it was filled with smoke and drunk people when I got there. I was already starting to regret and was about to turn and leave when I heard Emmett's voice. "YO EVERYONE, MY BROTHER IS HERE. EVERYONE GIVE HIM A WARM WELCOME!" Then everyone in the room, at least those sober enough were shouting "Welcome!" I did pick up on the fact that they didn't mention my name but then again, they wouldn't know my name. Heck, they didn't even know that Emmett was my brother. "So baby bro, what are you doing here? Finally decided to grace us with your presence today. Something must be going wrong. OH NO ARE YOU AN ALIEN PRETENDING TO BE MY BROTHER? Who are you and what have you done to Edward!" Emmett shouted. "Yeah, very funny. I'm just taking your advice to have a normal social life. Isn't this what you want?" I said. "Hell yeah baby bro, that's the way to live!" he said and patted me on the back before disappearing into the crowd again.

I was like a lost sheep in the party. I helped myself to a can of beer and stood in a corner observing the crowd. "Very wallflower of me" I thought and snickered at the thoughts of comparing myself to Charlie. Then I saw her. My brown beauty. I locked eyes with a set of chocolate brown eyes that sparkles under the light. I was immediately captivated. I found myself walking in her direction when suddenly someone bumped into me. It was Jasper with a tray of brownies. I swept off the crumbs on my leather jacket and looked up to find that Bella was gone. Damn Jazz, so much for ruining it. "Hey Edward, is that you? Can't believe you're here. Oh I have to tell Emmett this is so cool! Our little Eddie is here!" Jasper and Emmett are best friends, and the two of them have amazing chemistry on the field. They are dubbed as the golden duo by the coach. He was always very nice to me, not only because I was Emmett's brother. That is one thing I like about Jazz, he had a pure heart and he has the special ability to connect with people. I found myself opening up and talking to him easily when Emmett first introduced him to me. "Yeah he knows I'm here. No need to make a big fuss." I mumbled, still slightly pissed that Jazz ruined my special moment with Bella. "Oh somebody is cranky tonight. Here, have a special brownie. I'm sure it'll cheer you up." he said, offering the tray of chocolately goodness to me. I realised that my last meal with during lunch and I was actually starving so I took two pieces of the brownies and ate them greedily. Jazz just gave me a look of shock and smirked before saying "Oh boy, good luck." before waltzing away. How weird of him...

After awhile, I started to feel dizzy. My visions were getting blurry and the room seems to be spinning around me. Oh gosh, what is happening to me. I need a lie-down so badly, my head hurts. I struggled to climb up the stairs as I desperately seek somewhere to lie down on and I need to get away from the crowd. They make the headache worse.

I struggled up the stairs and I almost fell a couple of times but I kept a firm hold on the bannister. The second level of Jessica Stanley's house were filled with several rooms. I went to the room nearest to me and turned the door knob. Once I open the door, I was greeted with the sight of Bella Swan. She was curled up in a four poster bed. Her long brown curls were covering her face as I heard her gentle rhythm breathing. She looks like an angel even in her sleep. I know I should walk away and find another room but I found myself closing the door behind me and locking it. What am I doing? I have no control over my own body right now. It seems to have a mind of its own. I walked towards the bed, kicked off my boots and lay down beside Bella Swan. I wrapped my arms around her and inhaled her scent. She smells like spiced vanilla. It was as if her scent has a special effect on me as I immediately felt my erection growing. I was spooning Bella Swan and shamelessly rubbing my erection against her now. "Oh please don't wake up now, please continue to sleep." I thought to myself. I have no idea what I'm doing, I can't even stop. My body won't listen to the rational side of me anymore!

After a few more grinds into that voluptuous ass of hers, I could not take it anymore. I zipped down my pants and let my poor cock free. Poor boy has been trapped in there for so long and it was starting to hurt. I started to stroke myself when continuing to inhale her scent. Goodness I think I can cum just by inhaling her scent. I have not lose my virginity yet even though I am 17 already. Everyone my age has probably fucked at least five or six different chicks but not me. I always believed in saving myself for marriage and besides, who would fuck me? I'm nerdward!

My fingers then lifted the hems of her white dress and pass her white lacy underwear. She was bare and there were juices leaking out of her lady parts already. How weird. I started to stroke her pussy with my finger. She was still asleep. That's great. I really do not wish for her to wake up now and find a stranger stroking her pussy. She was already wet when I slip a finger into her. Slowly I pumped my fingers into her, letting her get used to it. From the way her muscles contracted so tightly around my finger, I'm sure she was a virgin. Slowly, once I get a rhythm, I added another finger and slowly up it to three fingers. She was milking my fingers by then and I desperately wanted to bury myself in her now. I removed my fingers from her tight pussy and licked it. She taste so sweet and heavenly. I couldn't wait anymore. I lined my erection at her entrance and pushed in. Oh fucking god, it feels so fucking good. Her muscles contracted so tightly against my dick. I feel the smooth walls of her pussy as I started moving at a ferocious speed. Fuck yeah, sex feels so fucking good. How the fuck did I believe that I should wait till marriage?

I could feel my orgasm coming. I continued pumping harder and harder and with a deep guttural moan, I spilled my seeds into her. I could feel myself going soft inside of her and I roll over and fell asleep.

I just lost my virginity to Bella Swan and it feels so fucking good.
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A.N: Hi everyone this is my first story and I would really appreciate you guys leaving your comments to help me improve. My next update would be within a day or three depending my my schedule. I promise you that there is so much more to this story! Cheers everyone!

Okay, I know this seems like a rape chapter. I really don't want to spoil the following chapters for you guys so I'll leave you with this. I am totally 100% against rape. I do not advocate rape at all. I hope this clears all potential misunderstanding!