"Miss? Miss," a man shouts to get a 27-year-old woman's attention, "What's your name miss?"
The woman looked at him, "Nigihayami Carolyn."
The man wrote down her name and walked away, it was two years after Carolyn left Haku but it felt longer, Carolyn was in hysterics when she saw Haku in a vision when she found out that Yubaba made Haku cold hearted and she saw Haku caring for Mai. Carolyn did visit her friend the Mad Hatter and found out when she found the way to get to her he was fine with another girl that fell down the hole before her, Alice. Hatter was happy to see her and told her that he was stupid for doing it and told her to be happy; Carolyn sighed at her friend and told him that she would never be happy again. But in reality, she was afraid that Haku wouldn't welcome her back. Carolyn then left the old couple when Carolyn was there for about half a year and said that she needed to move on with her life, only to find out that really the older couple was really two spirit guardians and told her everything will get better for her. Carolyn then left London and headed back to Japan, when Carolyn got back she was glad she did. She found that humans wanted to cover up Haku's river and went straight to the mayor whom said that the apartments would be moved and they were. Every day Carolyn sat by Haku's river talking to the water and sometimes she would put her feet into the water and feel Haku's magic around her, it brought her back and then left the river. Another year pasted by and Carolyn found herself trying out for a position in a Broadway show that stopped in Japan to get singers that could sing in English. In that year though Carolyn got stronger with her powers and was just as powerful as Haku, maybe even stronger.
"Nigihayami," a woman's voice spoke out and Carolyn then stood and walked towards the voice, "you ready my dear?" Carolyn nodded as she followed, "miss you do know that we need two songs from you?"
"Yes, madam I do know this," Carolyn spoke clearly.
"Your English is amazing."
"I lived in London for 6 months after I left here but I missed the land and came back, it's been a year and a half since I been back," Carolyn said as she was led on stage.
"Well good luck then miss," the lady walked off and two others asked if she would begin her first song.
Carolyn nodded as the track she gave to the sound booth started and Carolyn sang,
'If I were the moon, I could I wish I were the sun shining Oh, I don't wanna share you with When the sun's on your skin- I wish I were the rain runnin' down your Oh, I don't wanna share you with nothing When it rains on your face- When the moon's in your eyes-
catch your eye-I'm jealous of the moon
If I were the wind, I would
make you fly-I'm jealous of that too
on your face-caressing like a lover
I would wrap you in a warm embrace-
we'd be holdin' one another
(I'm jealous of the sun)
I'm jealous of the sun
(Jealous of the sun) Oh,
I'm jealous of the sun
nothing else-I gotta have you to myself
Oh-I can't help it-I'm so in love-
I just can't get you close enough, no
I can't hold it in
And I know it's a sin-
but I'm jealous of the sun
neck-and drippin' from your fingers
Then I could be the drops rollin' off your
back-I'd love to let it linger
(Jealous of the rain) Oh,
I'm jealous of the rain
else-I gotta have you to myself
Oh-I can't help it-I'm so in love-
I just can't get you close enough, no
I almost can taste
Your beauty, your grace-
I'm jealous of the rain,'
the way it blows through the air
Oh, it's seems so unfair, yeah
you seem to light up the skies, yeah
And I realize-
I'm even jealous of the moon,'
'Hope life's been good to you I'm not surprised just how well I survived And it only hurts when I'm breathing Don't think I'm lyin' 'round cryin' at night It only hurts when I breathe Mmm, no, I've never looked back- Hurts when I'm breathing
since you've been gone
I'm doin' fine now-I've finally moved on
It's not so bad-I'm not that sad
I'm over the worst, and I feel so alive
I can't complain-I'm free again
My heart only breaks when it's beating
My dreams only die when I'm dreaming
So, I hold my breath-to forget
There's no need to worry, I'm really all right
I've never looked back-as a matter of fact,'
My heart only breaks when it's beating
My dreams only die when I'm dreaming
So, I hold my breath-to forget
as a matter fact
My heart only breaks when it's beating
My dreams only die when I'm dreaming
So, I hold my breath-to forget
Breaks when it's beating
Die when I'm dreaming
It only hurts when I breathe,'
"Miss," one of the men spoke to her and Carolyn looked up at him, "you look like you're fighting your feelings to the land," the man paused as the other said something to him and stood to leave. The man looked back at her, "you don't have to take it, by the way your face looked at the end of the song was that you were lying to us, we don't like to see it but this song was meant to do that, I met Shania and there was no real reason for her to write this song but many are saying it's great for the misery of the way one love would leave another. So, I ask again my dear, do you really want this spot only to lose your love even more?"
Carolyn then felt tears fall, "I'm just afraid that he wouldn't take be back."
The man stood and walked towards her and put his arms on her shoulders, "then I guess you should have done 'I Told You So' by Carrie Underwood, hm," he then wrapped his arms around her, I'm sure you lover will take you back, your voice is beautiful you should sing to him saying you're sorry." The then made his arms go to his side and Carolyn thanked him and left. Carolyn then went to her apartment she gotten with the apartment that was almost put on Haku's water and looked at her computer for a song named 'I Told You So' when Carolyn found it she pressed play and sad lyrics filled the room,
'Suppose I called you up tonight I told you so If I got down on my knees and told you I was yours forever Would you say I told you so Now I found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again'
And told you that I love you
And suppose I said I wanna come back home
And suppose I cried and said I think I've finally learned my lesson
And I'm tired of spending all my time alone
If I told you that I realized you're all I ever wanted
And it's killing me to be so far away
Would you tell me that you love me too
And would we cry together
Or would you simply laugh at me and say
Oh, I told you so
I told you someday you'd come crawling back and asking me to take you in
I told you so
But you had to go
Now I've found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again
Would you get down on yours too and take my hand
Would we get that old time feeling
Would we laugh and talk for hours
The way we did when our love first began
Would you tell me that you've missed me too
And that you've been so lonely
And you've waited for the day that I returned
And we'd live and love forever
And that I'm your one and only
Or would you say the tables finally turned
Oh, I told you so
I told you someday you'd come crawling back and asking me to take you in
I told you so
But you had to go
Now I found somebody new and you will never break my heart in two again
Carolyn felt like crying, the man knew that was how Carolyn is at this moment, she then was about to turn off the song but then saw another one, 'I Know You Won't'
'I know you don't mean to be mean to me I buy into those eyes You say you'll call, but I know you I wish you were where you're supposed to be And still no sound Of footsteps on my stairs You say you'll call, but I know you You say you'll call, but I know you
'Cause when you want to you can make me feel like we belong
We belong
Lately you make me feel all I am is a back-up plan
I say I'm done and then you smile at me and I forget
Everything I said
And into your lies
You say you're coming home, but I know you
You say you'll call, but I know you won't
You say you'll call, but I know you won't
Close to me
But here I am just staring at this candle burning out
Or your voice anywhere
You say you're coming home, but I know you
You say you'll call, but I know you won't
You say you'll call, but I know you won't
You say you're coming home, but I know you
You say you'll call, but I know you won't
You say you'll call, but I know you won't'
Carolyn knew that song was really meant for a cheating man but the beginning was so her and Haku, she was hurt by him but Carolyn can't get him out of her head, she wants to forgive him but there's also the chance that he will hurt her again. Carolyn knew she could hurt him back but the pain was unbearable the first time and was wondering if she could go through with it one more time. She knew Haku changed enough to love his youngest daughter but what about his wife that left him? Will she still take the pain for her children?
Carolyn didn't care, she took her computer and its cords and stuffed it into a bag with other things she will need, she then said a spell and her things shrunk and went into a box which then that shrunk and she also stuffed into the bag. Carolyn then ran down stairs and into the owner of the apartment's room and gave back the keys saying she didn't need the room anymore and all her things are with her and left.
Carolyn traveled a large distance to get to the gate to the spirit world and walked through it. Once through Carolyn changed into her dragon form and headed towards the bathhouse, lucky for her the sun just came up and made it easier for Carolyn to find Haku. Haku was sound asleep when she got into the room; he looked so small in the large bed he gotten when they were together and slept on his side of the bed just in case Carolyn did ever come back. When Carolyn took off the bag and slowly walked to Haku she saw him holding on to dear life the kimono Haku loved Carolyn to wear. It was the kimono that first held Haku's dragon on it but over the year she had it Carolyn's own dragon form also appeared on the kimono.
Carolyn smirked at his sleeping form as she slowly pulled the kimono out from his grasp and set it aside, she then heard him mumble, 'I will always love you Carolyn.' Carolyn then sighed softly, he was back; Carolyn then slowly took off her shoes and crawled into bed with Haku on his side of the bed. Haku stirred and opened his eyes to see Carolyn looking at him, "Carolyn" Haku said as he grabbed her into a hug.
Carolyn laughed and kissed him, "I missed you."
Haku pulled back and looked at her, "really? Even what I did to you?"
Carolyn kissed him again, "I know what happened Haku, I couldn't get you off my mind."
"I know; I hear you at my river every day, thank you by the way."
"I couldn't just let it happen. But I lived in that apartment and it was right next to it, they built a bridge so people can cross no cars though," Carolyn laughed again, "I made sure of that."
Haku laughed at the comment, "you sure did, it looks like the bathhouses bridge," he looked at her, "did you have anything to do with that?"
"Moi? Pas pourquoi je ferais ça?" Haku stared at her, "I don't know French, silly girl!"
Carolyn laughed as she rested her head on Haku's built chest, "I know, I do it to annoy you, big master plan, remember? And I did have something to do with it, I gave the mayor the plans and he made it possible, but I had to give some money as a donation."
"You did what!?"
Carolyn laughed, "Oh hush your name is on it," Haku hummed at her, "I kept your last name mister, so there's a part of you on that bridge even though it's over your river."
Carolyn yawed as her eyes drooped and Carolyn then fell asleep to Haku kissing the top of her head, "it's good to have you back love."
Carolyn then muttered to him, "It's good to be home."
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Dolphin0150: I know I know! I said I was done! But I had a dream and this is what it was…it's like my mind really didn't want me to stop! This is unbeated! I'm only betaing my Tron, Kingdom Hearts, and Twilight stories. I can't deal with having them done and waiting on somebody to read them and check them. There are so many people that have worse grammar than me. So I really don't want to hear it! Grammar flames are not welcomed in this story when I read stories with a misspelling of ground as grown. I loved the story but really people! Are we that petty that we attack each other on grammar…ok I'm done…I can go all day with this and the French translation: 'Me? No why would I do that?' till next time kiddies!
