S'up peps? So, here's a little one shot for you guys as I have sadly neglected updating recently and I have an excuse! Exams and stuff so I have been studying and know it's nearly Christmas soo I may be a bit late with a few stuff so please don't kill me! Only messing :P Enjoy x

Disclaimer: No I do not own transformers... I'm not that old.

Hurt

After years and years of fighting Optimus Prime thinks of his time as a child with his older brother and what he could have done to help him. (Shit summary I know, but I have nothing else!) x

OP P.O.V...

I huffed as I finished my last data pad. I slowly put my servos on the back of my head lightly massaging it. 3:48. I was so tired and there was nothing I could do about it. So many problems, 'my entire fault' Galloway had said. Pfffttt wasn't he wrong. After a while I got up and moved over to my berth not without putting the pad away but came across something very old. I gasped when I realised what it was and very slowly I activated it. On came an image of a very young blue and red sparkling reaching up to an older mech.

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face...

I sat down on the berth recollecting memories of my childhood- some good some bad.
"Orion!" He picked me up and swung me around before putting me back on the ground, "I am so proud of you," He smiled deeply but I however, just turned away.

"It was only a drawing."

You told me how proud you where but I walked away...

I quietly chuckled to myself thinking back to that picture. I was so naive, but to be fair, who knew that model would become the new Cybertron?

If only I knew, what I new today...

I cried as they were pulled away. It felt like my spark was breaking, but deep inside I knew it wouldn't be for long. I felt him pick me up and cradle me softly whispering soothing words into my audios,

"Shhhhh Orion, it's going to be okay. Don't worry, I'm here."

I would hold you in my arms;
I would take the pain away.
Thank you for all you've done, forgive all your mistakes...

I remember after that I wasn't a good kid. In fact I'm surprised he still kept hold of me, not many guardians would. I ran as fast as I could down the hallway eager to hide from him. He – no everyone- had been following me since that day, making me upset and angry. Didn't they understand that the last thing I wanted was to be brought back to that place and time?

"Orion, come on!" He had followed me the whole way and he wouldn't give up- he really did care about me. "Come on!" He called again bringing a few tears out of my optics. Eventually he did catch up with me pinning me in his arms while I burst out crying. Even then he whispered encouraging words to me.

There's nothing I wouldn't do, to hear your voice again,
Sometimes I want to call you, but I know you won't be there..

There have been many times when I wished for him to still be here telling me all wonderful things about what I had done-comforting me. However, now just wasn't the time. We fight whenever we have to, the war bringing out the worst in our characters. The amount of times he or I have said something horribly insulting about one another, it actually hurts.

I'm sorry for, blaming you,
For everything, I just couldn't do,
And I've hurt myself, by hurting you..

There have been days when I have been as stubborn as Ironhide and won't admit that I miss him. Terribly.

Some days I've been broke inside but I won't admit,
Sometimes I just wanna hide cause it's you I miss...

I suppose the worst was leaving him- or the day the war started.
"OPTIMUS PRIME!" He bellowed, "Where are you? Too afraid to bring Cybertron to the top? Then let me have the title as Prime, let me have the power!"

"Never." I shouted adamantly.

"Then face me, and may the strongest win." That was our first fight and it wasn't the last.

"One shall stand." I whispered.

"And one shall fall." Then the fight begun.

And it's so hard to say goodbye, when it comes to this,
Would you tell me I was wrong? Would you help me understand?

I realised that my brother died a long time ago. But I know that every time I have been stuck, he has guided me through.

Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of whom I am?
There's nothing I wouldn't do, to have just one more chance,

I used to think that I could change him back, out of the many times we fought; there would always be some sort of sorrow in those dark cruel eyes of his.

To look into your eyes, and see you looking back...

I'm sorry for, blaming you,
For everything, I just couldn't do,
And I've hurt myself, by hurting you..

If I had just one more day, I would tell you how much that that have missed you since you've been away,

However, no matter the cost I know there will always be a fight.

It's dangerous, Its try to turn back time...

But despite all this, all the fighting and rages, I find that still to this day, I cant hurt him.

I've hurt myself, by hurting you...

"I love you," I hugged my brother tightly.
And I still do. I offlined my optics before whispering one phrase that wasn't uncommon,

"I love you... Megatron."

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