What Now?

by Nikki515

Taken place after Season 1 when Ciel got his soul eaten by Sebastian, or so it may have looked. A poem on how Lizzy feels when they tell her Ciel was dead if they ever tell her. In Lizzy's perspective. Not my best work sorry. Review if you can.

What Now?

You Left

I couldn't cry

No, I wouldn't cry

I'm depressed but don't know what to do

So what now?

Should I go insane over you?

No you wouldn't like that

Should I find another?

I can't since there is no other

I don't know what to do.

Nothing I do would make me stop loving you.

So what now?

All I know is that there is a before, a now, and a later.

A past, present future.

What do I do?

My past is a blur.

My present, it sure is memorable.

My future mine to grasp.

Mine to take.

But how do I start making it mine?

What now?

Forget about tomorrow and yesterday.

I can worry about it another day.

But what about today

I don't know what it is

But we are going to do things my way.

What now?

I don't know and neither do I care.

All I know is that I'm moving forward and

I will not worry about what nows.

I can do whatever I feel like,

Yes I miss you but it's time for me to move on.

My now is unknown.

I can't say that for yours though.

A/N: Yeah so I've had this in my mind for so long now. It started out as a random thing in my head, like everything else and I turned into a Ciel and Lizzy poem. In case you didn't notice its from Lizzy's perspective. Yeah, so it's 2:20 in New York and I'm still not tired, so lets see how long I can stay up. Shall we? R&R I guess or do whatever you people do after reading a story. See ya, I guess?