I hate hospitals, I hate them so much that I'd rather cut off my leg than go there to have a check up. I hate the air, the people and the creepy white sheets that cover the beds. But you know what I hate most about hospitals? I hate doctors. I despise them. There my friend are two tipes of doctors. There are the nice ones, the ones that ask you how you feel and if you're ok, but belive me they don't give a fuck. And the rude ones, the ones that are so tired of their life that they would rather not spend too much energy by trying to act nice touards you. Oh, I almost forgot, there is this one specifical doctor that i despise the most.

Kyo:- good morning Misao, you actually woke up before twelve a clock and i didn't have to force you to get out of bed, a day full of miricales indeed.

Misao:- and you actually passed by that hot woman over there without trying to hit on her, maybe the end is near.

Here he is, doctor I am hot and kinky all the time Kyou, or the rude manner in which I call him, Kyo. He is the most horrible person I have ever met in my life, he doesn't care if you are in pain or depressed or whatever, he just irritates me soooo much, beliving he can get any girl he wants, well that won't work for me.

Kyo:- so, how are you doing today, feeling any better, maybe a little bit less angry? Or stucked up?

Misao:- Fuck off, no I am not feeling any better, and no your presence here does not help me in any way. And yes my lungs still suck just as much as they did yesterday and the day before that and every fucking day of my life.

Kyo:-good, so it didn't get any worse, your attitude did though.

I hate him so much

Kyo:- now let me help you with the oxygen mask.

Misao:- no!

Kyo:- no? Oh you don't wanna do that, don' t even try angering me by behaving like a three years old child miss, i am not losing another afternoon babysitting you because you are too damn faboulos to take your treatment.

Misao:- then do not babysit me, let me go home and you can go and hit on that cick you missed on the way here

…Kyo's pov… She was doing it again, angering me, she never listened to anything I said, call another doctor and she woul willingly do whatever he asked for, but not me. What was going on in her head? Doesn't she know she is terminally ill, doesn't she want to live a little bit longer. I get the fact that her parents are dead, and she doesn't really have a reason to live, but why can't she understand how much I love her, how much I long for her, for her pale skin and long fingers, I wish I could just sit there all night and listen to her unconstant breathing, I sometimes do that, watch her small chest rise when she is fighting for more air than she will ever get, and hold her cold hands kissing the dark blue painted nails. I hate it, i hate the fact that she is dying, i hate the fact that she doesn't know how much i adore her existence, I hate the fact that a little brat could make me, a grown up adult, love her so much. But we weren't getting anywhere with the argument so i had to do something.

Kyo:- put that mask on and you don't have to see my face for the rest of the day

Misao:- or leave me alone and i don't have to see you for the rest of my life

Kyo:- which will be very short unless you take your medication.

Misao:-It is my fucking life, ok? I do not give a damn about how long it lasts, instead of living in this hospital white sheeted bed I woul rather... That's it, I couldn't control myself anymore, I was tired of letting her destroy herself right in front of me. I pinned her thin wrists to the bed and topped her while watching her straight in the eyes. She is so small, so fragile, what am I gonna do with you babe...

…Misao's pov…

He was practically over me, covering me with his wide back and big body. I was trembeling, not because I was frightened nor amazed, I knew he was a brute, and he just kept on proving it, but the air in my lungs became thiner and thiner, I was getting dizzy

but I kept a strong front.

Misao:- so if you can not get a girl you just jump on her and use force? Not very wise doctor, rape is against the law.

Kyo:- your facade is fading darling, you are getting pale, if you keep on fighting you will pass out, come on , let me help you Misao.

That hurt, his lies hurt me, they always have, but now it was getting unbearble.

Misao:- Liar, you don't give a damn about me! You don't want to help me, you just want to get your job done!

Kyo:- is that so? He smirked, that devilish smile of his, and then I couldn't bear it anymore, I was nearly passing out when...

…Kyo's pov…

I kissed her, yes I know I am an idiot, and I know she might be terrified and hate me for the rest of her life, but she was so small, so pale and wouldn't let me do anything for her. Of course I could always call the nurse to tie her to bed and make her take her medicine, but I couldn't, damn I loved her so much, it hurt, it hurt when I could breathe and she couldn't, it hurt when i though that she would dissapear someday, it hurt thinking that I would wake up and she wouldn't, how could I live with that, and she was so pale, breathing so heavily, what could I do for you sweetheart, why don't you lt me help you? Why do you anger me and yet make me so happy by just smilling, by just talking about all the stars in the sky and describing your universe, you briliantly lovebale woman, why are you so afraid to accept the fact that I care? And there I was, kissing her, forceully plunging air into her lungs, filling her chest with every bit of life I could spent. And god she was so sweet, pure energy was flooding my veins and I felt my whole body unable to stop, god what I would do to her, how i would kiss her untli she remained breathless, how I would tie her pale wrists to this bed and oh how I would make love to this little being in this so beautiful body, I was simply going crazy, at some point in this minute when I've been tasting her lips I got a small touch of her trembeling sweet tounge, she was more than I could ever imagine. My love, my queen, my sweet rapsody, and then it struck me, ... my pacient.