Disclaimer: Do not own Get Backers.
Rated for: Gloomy thoughts and actions
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The Final Goodbye
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"How many times have I gazed on the world below with longing? Wishing for my unattainable dream, wishing for freedom. I knew I could never go outside like Mr. Genji and the others. And now, I can finally find out for sure. And now, God of the Limitless Fortress, answer my final question for me. Am I, is this creation called Makubex?"
I took a step forward and dove off into the Limitless abyss. At that very moment I let go of all my fears and pain. The anguish of being unaccepted or unloved, unsubstantial and nonexistent was slowly fleeing my corrupted mind. Forgetting everyone and everything that ever was in the short flow of time that was once my life, I concentrated solely on the gentle force of the oncoming wind hitting my face. My body let go of soul, therefore releasing all torment and agony I endured throughout my traumatic existence.
'If only I could change the past' thought I momentarily 'if only to dispel time and efface my life into nothingness. Yet time isn't a two way clockwork, its only set direction is foreword, it always turns its back on the past.'
There appeared to be too many 'if's' and 'maybe's' to consider, yet no matter how long a time, thinking about it would never alter what is now. Looking back, in these seconds in time, it seemed that my cause for a constant battle was established for all the false reasons. I desired for the impossible to come about. To constitute happiness and ensure refuge for those in danger seemed impossible now, when thinking about it on the verge of death.
All those sentiments and notions merged together in my mind in the seemingly last seconds of my life. The agile flashes of people of the past were perpetually appearing and vanishing behind my tightly shut eyelids. My life as a Volts member, the brighter past of my lowly existence, was too materializing and dimming as my deviant mind dashed down memory lane. If I didn't sense such icy coldness and intense emptiness, I would have cried. Nevertheless, the feeling of void that swallowed me whole, did not allow for tears to rise Instead, it froze my tears and body to complete and utter unmoving sensation of numbness as it proceeded to consume my inner and outer flesh,.
Opening my eyes for what I wished would be the very last time, one last mentation fixated in my mind and I voiced it out loud "Goodbye, Mr. Genji."
I shut my eyes once more and dissolved deeper and deeper into the never ending abysm of the Limitless Fortress.
…crash!
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TBC…
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This is my own version of what was rightly supposed to happen when Makubex dove off the roof. It will be continued, and weather or not I will make him live is up to me…ha! All his thoughts take place within three or four seconds of time. Makubex's deep way of thinking throughout the series intrigued me, and that is my reason for writing this piece, so please do not judge by anything other than that. Kindly write reviews and comments.
kisses,
mirage