God
Appears Cruel
By SMYGO4EVA
Everyone should know this by
now
I'm no martyr
I'm no hero
I'm not brave
I'm
not a Pharaoh, not a ruler
I'm not destined for
anything
I'm….
I'm….
I'm just a shell
A
shell
That's it
A hollow shell
A shell that everyone sees
through
A façade
Everyone sees me as a duelist
A
duelist
The King Of Games
The answer to the world's prayer
I
see these creatures called humans
Humans who commit criminal
acts
To prove themselves worthy of existence
Of their own
existence
Only to find sadness
Endless sadness
In the
corridors of their psyche
Bleeding and dripping
Their own
sins
Placing their own cross to bear on their shoulders
Their
own weight on their world
Their individual secrets and guilty
consciences
Of love
Hatred
Greed
Lust
Power
But
most of all, subsistence
The dream keeps us walking these stairs
Up to the chosen destiny they hold
The beginning or the end of
a journey
How…how can that be?
How can they do this to
themselves?
Humankind…I…I just don't understand all of
this
They seal their own fates
Instead of creating their
own?
How can they do this to themselves?
They crawl to an
individual whom
Only wants control over a supposed weakling
And
solidifies itself within heinous acts against their own morality
And
sense of right & wrong
Just so they would feel special
Just
so they would feel loved
Is that more important?
More important
than your own bloodline?
The ones who care about them
The ones
who helped them
The ones you
cared about?!
What if you
hurt them?
What if you hurt an innocent person?
A mother
A
father
A child
What if you killed them?
What
if you fucking killed them?!
Innocent blood would spill
These empty hallways
These
broken shells called bodies
Swept forever in the merciless
maw
Just as I was long ago
I'm still in here
Inside this
body
The shell I lived in for as long as I can remember
Amidst
the world of hatred and corruption
Of seduction
False hope
And
cruelty
Under a certain belief they chose
Their own destiny
someone
Created for them
Now…
I don't to see anyone
Let
them get out of my fucking face
I said get out!!
NOW!!!!
For
as I know,
God appears cruel in this world
His own creation
He
created the darkness
Since without darkness there would be no
light
And with no light
There would be no darkness
It's
that simple
God appears cruel