Loves Cage
For so long you have kept me
Locked and caged like a pet
But finally I have set myself free
Free from the constant wanting
Constantly wanting to please you
Constantly wanting to know if I am good enough
Constantly wanting to know if I did something wrong
But now I am free,
I can do what I want,
No more worrying,
I am free to say, do think whatever I please
Free to express what I really think
But is it even worth it,
I have my freedom but do I really want it
Everything that happened with you
Will happen again
Because it always happens again
I go through the same thing
Time and again
So is this what I'm coming to
My life repeating
Living locked and caged
Will I ever truly be free of you
Will I ever really leave my cage
No, because I cage myself
If I wanted to, I could break free
I could live my life,
Away from the wanting
I could be happy again
I could live my life my way
But am I really willing to change?
Willing to change what I know?
Wiling to change what I am comfortable with?
I am caged, yes, but its what I know
Its my life
Do I dare take the risk and walk into the unknown?
I could do it, yes, I could
But I will not
No matter how unhappy
Now matter haw caged, how locked up
It is my life, it is what I know