Okay so I got a little block on Moment's like these and I've really wanted to write a one-shot for a while now… My mom has been nagging me about my uncreative writing (HA! You haven't see my fanfic yet.). But she made me right a letter to someone that I'll never send it to… So it got me thinking… Hey! That would be an awesome story…
So here goes. BTW its in a form of a letter. So there is no interaction on how its written or when its written its just a letter with things that were never said.
Dear Shane,
It's been a long time since I've wrote to you hasn't it… I really wish I could just call you and talk but ever since you told me to stay out of your life… I haven't called. Wait I take that back… I called one night… It went to voicemail… At least I got to hear your voice. Well will you were still happy… What happened Shane?
We use to be so… perfect… But after a while we just lost it… Can you maybe tell me why? Maybe they were right… A big star like you shouldn't date that small town invisible girl… Maybe they were always right. I mean the predicted when we were going to break up and look they were right. They predicted when you would go back to your bad boy ways… and look they were right… but they didn't predict when my heart was going to heal…
It hasn't. I know you don't care Shane… But I've stopped playing music… I don't even sing anymore… I don't like listening to music cause it reminds me of us… I'm different now… I use to be happy-go-lucky Mitchie… Now I'm I-wanna-go-live-under-a-rock Mitchie.
They are teasing me again. Calling me fat and stupid for believing what we had was real… I stood up to them once… But got beaten back down… Maybe they were right what we had maybe wasn't real… I hope if you ever do read this Shane you realize how much of an ass you were to me during the last month or so of our relationship…
I hope you learn that when you break a girls heart it doesn't just spring back up and go after the next guy… It hurts for a long time… Well for some it does… I must be one of those people… Shane… I wish you could see how many tears I've cried and will be crying every time I see your face.
I hope you realize that you are the reason why I don't talk to Caitlyn or anyone from Camp rock anymore… Cause they all remind me of you… I also am terrified of what they will think of me. Will they shake their heads and say they knew it wasn't gonna last?
Shane. These are the words you'll never see again cause this… this is the letter I never sent… Its probably the last letter I ever wrote… Probably the last time you'll ever hear from me… I'm sorry Shane.
Mitchie.
P.S I'll always love you
Shane
Dear Mitchie,
Baby I'm sorry for what I did. I didn't think it would hurt this bad when I broke our hearts. But Mitchie I couldn't dare have you anymore in this environment. It sucks. I spent a few months in Europe with some blond girl… It wasn't the same. I kept thinking about you.
I keep thinking ab-
I know how much of an ass I've been to you… I wish I never was famous sometimes… I don't bother anymore… The music is all the same. All those songs we wrote the ones were we are talking about breaking up and broken heart… They where songs the guys wrote. I did write one… It wasn't a breakup song or anything… It's called Sorry… I sometimes wish you were here with me. I guess the words I'll never say again will be I love you… I can't say them… Not to anyone but you… I love you Mitchie. Not that homewrecker Mandy who got in between us. Not that new stick thin girl that Hollywood just pushed out… No I love my that girl who can eat a burger, burp along with me, girl next door you are.
I love you,
Shane.
Well that was fun! =)
Thoughts?