Prologue
It wasn't love at first sight, or second or third sight. He was just a stupid punk that was I was on tour with. to be quite honest he and his band mates made me sick with the way the would bar hop after every show and never leave without at least one slut. I couldn't wrap my head around it, but that was just the way most of these idiots on tour were. they had no respect for relationships, nor any desire to be in one. Neither did the skanks they brought back all they cared about was saying "OMG I SLEPT WITH(INSERT NAME) FROM (INSET BAND NAME)!" It didn't really phase me. I didn't want to party. That wasn't what I was here for. I wanted to make music and play it in front of thousands of people and that is just what I did. I love my job, though I could hardly call it that. yeah, it paid my bills and my entire life was devoted to it but I loved it. I thought a job was some shitty day in day out I hate my fucking life kinda thing...well not mine thank god. I'm gonna ride this wave for as long as I can I know that. But anyways. Gaskarth, he was just a pain in my ass. always pulling some stupid ass prank on my band A Chaotic Theory. last night I came in to the bathroom on the bus to put my make up on before the show only to find it all taped to the ceiling. pissed me off I can tell ya that. so after his show I can only imagine the horror on his face when he found a tampon with red food coloring inside his signature beanie on his bunk bahaha that outta show his dumb ass. and from there the games began as did our story.
Chapter one.
Jacey get your lazy ass outta bed! we have a sound check in half an hour! Cass is always on my ass. so what i like to sleep what is the problem with that? But I didnt feel like arguing and knew she was right so reluctantly i got outta bed, brushed my teeth and jumped in the shower, ten minutes later i put on my bright yellow skinny jeans, never shout never Tee and my trusty old beat up black chucks.I put my hair up in a messy bun and headed out to the sound check.
"Damn Jacey, you look better and better every day." I didn't have to turn around to know it was Gaskarth, so i didn't. I just kept walking and flipped him off and said yeah that might be because I value my liver. Get enough to drink last night Gaskarth? I didn't wait around for his response which i'm sure was some smart ass comment. I had shit to do. Sound check went fine. and i couldnt wait for tonights show.
After the sound check I was heading back to the bus to do something with my hair and make up. only to find cass and jack from all time low running towards me I have a secret! they both said in unison No! I get to tell her we are family fuck off jack! cass said. Hell No he is my best friend! jack whined back. I was getting annoyed "guys what the fuck is it. cass we have a show in a couple hours, i dont have time for this i have to get ready!" jack and cassy looked at each other and both said alex brok up with lisa! like i should care or something. well guys that is great now that you have told me this wonderful secret would you mind terribly if i went to get ready?
"you don't care?" jack said astonishment written all over his face. getting more and more annoyed with every second i said why the hell would i care that that chode broke up with his girlfriend, I mean its not like he doesnt cheat on her very time he goes out. hell if i was her i would have dumped his ass long ago. jack now looked shocked, and he looked at cass and said umm well you can take it from here and walked away.
I was over this convo, why they thought i would care was beyond me. yeah Gaskarth is cute, i even idolized him befor the tour. but then i saw that he was just like every other "rockstar" partied hard and got down with skanky bitches. maybe once upon a time he cared about this lisa chick but it was clear that while he was on tour he did what he wanted. i walked back to the bus with cass following close behind. Jace i have to explain something to you... k well you can explain while i get cleaned up, by the way is that my GK v neck you are wearing? cass blushed. yeah it is, you dont mind do you i mean i will change if, i cut her off. i dont care. it looks better on you anyway. so continue with whatever the hell that was outside why the fuck would i care about Gaskarth's love troubles?
Oh, right she said. Well here's the thing Jace, lisa didn't break up with alex... he broke up with her. she was staring at me like i should be able to piece this together, but of course i didnt. cass i still dont understand why i of all people should give a shit. Jacey Rae, be nice! you should care because he told her he has found someone else he wants to be involved with...someone from A Chaotic Theory! ok so now it was all finally starting to make sense. cass and jack def had something going on unofficially idk if they are besties or what but they are together all the time, and britta well she is hanging out with women these days, so unless he has the hotts for ian my bassist that only leaves me. just as soon as i started to entertain the idea i pushed it out of my mind and said the only smart ass thing i could think of to cover up what i wasnt sure i wanted to be feeling. "oh well him and Ian will be very cute together. can't wait to hear the songs that get written about him. i wonder if it was love at first sight? cass was getting pissed. she thought this was epic i could tell. "JACEY OH. MY. GOD. YOU ARE NOT THAT STUPID I KNOW IT!" eh maybe i am maybe im not but i wish them the best of luck. Oh and if he cheats on my man Ian i will have to personally rip his throat out relay the message for me. i said and walked of the bus. I had to clear my head. to remind myself that this dude was a whore who probably had some sort of STD with his track record.