Author's Note:

I was terrified to post this story on here but I made a resolution not to let fear control my life, so I'm going for it. I just want you to know that this story is somewhat fiction. I do not know Darren Criss (Though I wish I did) but the things that my character will go through are things that I've had to overcome in my life. I am writing this story because as a lot of my friends will know I love Darren Criss (ok maybe it's somewhat of an obsession) but I am writing this to help me overcome my obsession. Why you may ask? Well I've always written. Growing up writing has my escape when things got tough; I'd create families and characters and keep journals. I am not the best writer nor do I think I am any good but this is something I just wanted to do for myself. To overcome a fear, to put myself out there and maybe it will help someone out there who knows.

Now about the story:

Each chapter will start with a journal entry, which is the reason for the two different fonts. I also will do my point of view and Darren's point of view, but will state use point of view it is. Here's a hint: The first few chapters that I've written are my point of view.

I also want to give a HUGE thank you and shout out to T, thank you for letting me make you a character in my story! Ok, I'll stop rambling. Please enjoy this story