A/N: This is my second attempt to write a poetry and I would like to dedicate it to dukki who must've pulled me from my slump after learning she has returned from whatever province she visited during the Christmas holiday. Back to the poetry, this is another senru which would again be used in the upcoming chapters of 'Jeopardy' so this is kind of another song. I hope you like it…please review; thanks!
Note: Again Sendoh's POV; watching from afar Rukawa. How he continuously suffers unnoticed by anyone. How he has sacrificed all his life for a love that cannot be; a love that can never be. His pure love and determination…how will it end?
~*start*~
I close my eyes,
And see you by my side.
I turn to sigh,
You're beauty gives me life.
I slightly smile,
To thank the God above the skies.
And slowly wish,
And slowly wish,
This dream to never come to end.
Cause I know…
I just can't…
I just can't kiss you,
The way I really want to.
I just can't hold you,
The way I need you here with me.
I just can't touch you,
The way I want it all to be.
I just can't love you,
I just can't…
I watch to see,
In silence, without you catching me.
I tried to hide,
The feelings I keep inside.
I wait patiently,
Continue life so specially.
And cry to sleep,
And cry to sleep,
That someday'll turnout to be.
Cause I know…
I just can't…
I just can't kiss you,
The way I really want to.
I just can't hold you,
The way I need you here with me.
I just can't touch you,
The way I want it all to be.
I just can't love you,
I just can't…
I walk away,
Forget my heart and what it says.
I turn to leave,
And never walk you're path again.
I say good-bye,
Erase all memories inside.
I'll be gone,
I'll be gone,
Forever from your side.
Cause I know…
I just can't…
I just can't kiss you,
The way I really want to.
I just can't hold you,
The way I need you here with me.
I just can't touch you,
The way I want it all to be.
I just can't love you,
I just can't…
Though it hurts,
Though I hate this feeling,
I just can't ignore it.
Though it hurts,
Though I hate this feeling,
I just can't turn around.
Cause I know…
I just can't…
I just can't kiss you,
The way I really want to.
I just can't hold you,
The way I need you here with me.
I just can't touch you,
The way I want it all to be.
I just can't love you,
I just can't…
~*owari*~