Title: Angel

Authoress: Baka Shojo

Disclaimer: I do not own… I do not own… Oh I can't say it… DNAngel is not mine… There, I said it. Also, Angel is a song that I do not own.

Summary: A song fic. Dark said he'd never leave… but in the end he did. He left Daisuke.

Warnings: Shounen-Ai, Angst

"Liar! Dark, you liar!" Daisuke shouted as he threw a lamp at the wall. He cried tears of sorrow as the glass of the lamp flew across the floor. The lights were off, but you could still see ruby, pained eyes glistening with tears in the dark.

Sparkling Angel, I believed
you were my savior in my time of need.

Daisuke wept on his bed, thinking of the times with Dark, his alter ego. He ignored the slight trickles of blood from the small shards of glass. Daisuke was lost in thoughts, remembering when he hid from the world; it was Dark who came for him (even though he was the one that caused the problem in the first place).

Blinded by faith I couldn't hear
all the whispers, the warnings so clear.

Daisuke knew that one day Dark would leave, but he ignored that fact because Dark sometimes seems so cheerful. He longed to see that cocky smirk, that knowing smile. He wishes he could see the Niwa curse again.

I see the angels;
I'll lead them to your door.

When Daisuke finally understood the curse when he had the curse, he accepted the facts, and led Dark to the modern world. He tried to help Dark with his heists, tried keeping him from trouble from Satoshi.

There's no escape now,
No mercy, no more.

'You're gone now, Dark...'Daisuke thought. He's gone and Daisuke can't run away from the truth, the painful truth. He can't hide away from the mask of loving Riku Harada, his 'so-called' crush. He's broken without Dark; everyone can see that, but they'll never understand. Dark became a necessity in that short amount of time to Daisuke.

No remorse cause I still remember
the smile when you tore me apart.

'You were smiling when you were fading away in my mind. Anguish was filled in your eyes, yet you continued to smile, as if nothing was wrong.' Daisuke thought, still crying. 'But that's not right. Everything went wrong. You weren't supposed to leave me… We're supposed to be together.'

You took my heart,
Deceived me from the start.

Dark lied. He said he would never leave. Dark knew everything about Daisuke. He knew how to cheer up Daisuke. He knew what would hurt Daisuke. And yet Daisuke knew nothing about Dark. Daisuke knew not the things that Dark keeps secrecy. He doesn't know whom Dark liked before. He knows nothing concerning the hurt that Dark feels. Not even when they were being separated for the rest of their lives, or in Dark's case, existence.

You showed me dream;
I wished they turned real.

Dark sometimes said funny things of what might happen in the near future, causing them to chuckle for a long time afterwards. The memories of things like that was treasured greatly now to Daisuke. He wouldn't take little things for granted like in the past. He learned the lesson from Dark.

You broke your promise and made me realize.
It was all a lie.

Daisuke was now really depressed and confused. 'What's real and what's not? Did other people lie to me?' He thought. 'Since I'm so easily tricked, I wonder if all my life was a lie… Did I mean anything to anyone? Sometimes it seems like mother only likes me because my body harbors Dark. Maybe no one likes me at all…'

Sparkling angel, I couldn't see
your dark intentions, your feelings for me.

'I'm so sorry... I couldn't understand your feelings. I'm sorry that sometimes I ignore you when you wanted good things for me.' Daisuke thought sobbing. He never realized that Dark was in heartache whenever Daisuke would do something that will eventually hurt himself. He never realized Dark's true feelings, his darkest desires (no pun intended).

Fallen angel, tell me why?
What is the reason, the thorn in your eye?

Daisuke thought Dark was hiding things from him at times, but didn't question him. But now he thought,' Why did you hide things from me? Why did you lie to make me happy? I now know that it was I who caused you so much despair...'

Could have been forever.
Now we have reached the end.

If Daisuke didn't tell Riku his feelings, Dark would still be here. Now he's gone and Daisuke doesn't know how to continue living. Daisuke was no longer under the illusion that he loves Riku. Riku was just another close friend. Nobody was his Sacred Maiden. But he had a true love all right. And the person was Dark. Too bad he could never tell him.

This world may have failed you,
It doesn't give you reason why.

Life wasn't fair. Dark just had to be a curse. He couldn't be a human being like everyone else. Why did he have to live his 'existence' like that? Why couldn't he just be free from eternity, free from the nuisance of the Hikari family? Can't the Fates just let him live a peaceful time, like he deserves? No one, especially someone who is so nice, should have to be like that. What did Dark do?

You could have chosen a different path in life.

'If you told me everything, things might have been different. I could help find something to help co-exist.' Daisuke thought sadly. 'Maybe then, will I be able to tell you my true feelings. Whether you accept, reject, or love me back, I will never know.'

The smile when you tore me apart.

Dark smiled sadly when he disappeared. Daisuke cried for days after and he never left his room. All he could do was bawl. No medicine in the world could cure this pure agony that Daisuke was suffering through.

'Please, Dark. You're my angel. Please come back...'

AN: This song is called Angels by the band Within Temptation. I was kind of depressed as I wrote this. I wonder why I wrote this sad one-shot, so unlike my other ones. I cut out some lines, in case you wondered if it was the whole song or not. My friend sent me the song and I was rather emotional at the time.