My phone beeps. It's Maya.
"Where are you? :)"
I take a deep breath and look down at my phone. I type "I'm not coming. Sorry. It's over."
Tears well up in my eyes as I think Zig's finally happy. Now I'll be out of her life and he can have her. I'm so worthless. Dallas made that pretty clear. I just want to be happy. I'm shaking now as i approach the greenhouse. Everything is telling me not to do it. Thoughts of my friends and family rush through my head, but they are all quickly shot out as soon as I see the rope. Nothing, nothing can stop me now. I grab a chair and fasten the rope around one of the railings. Then I tie the end of the rope around my neck.
It's time to end the pain. Its the only way.
I take my final breath, and jump.