Hi :):) It's awesome to be writing again. I'm apologizing because of the lack of writing. I have completely nada ideas with Supernatural, so I decided to do something I've been planning a longer time; Four Brothers !

This is pre-movie (idk if that's correct way to put it:D). They don't really tell us their ages in the movie, but Jack is around 12-13 in this, and Bobby is 16. That makes Jerry and Angel something between that.

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'Cause it's almost like your heaven's trying everything

to kick me out

It wasn't my first 'home'.

First home I had was my own; I had my own mum and dad. I don't remember much from those times, though. I only remember that going to bed at night would hurt, because dad and mum would beat me.

When I was in the first grade my gym class teacher saw the bruises I had, and I never saw mum and dad again.

By the time I turned twelve things had just gotten worse. I was shy after two abusive foster homes. I had a broken wrist and bruises everywhere. My grades were below bad and I didn't talk much. Only good thing was that I had had to quit smoking, the bad habit I had developed when I was maybe nine years old. At least I wouldn't die to lung cancer.

But then she came out of nowhere; a nice, older lady with brown hair and kind eyes. I didn't except anything different from her than I had excepted from the other foster homes I had been in. She was either dead in a month (like my first foster dad), too strict and driving me nuts (like the second family) or abusive drug user (like the last two foster homes I had been in). If I was lucky, she would be all of them.

For the first time in my life I was actually proven wrong.

XXX

"I have two other children, Jack", Evelyn Mercer told me and glanced at me, but she quickly focused back on to the road. We were sitting in her car, an old, blue Chevrolet. The seats smelled like leather to me. "But you don't have to worry about them. They are very nice young boys. Their names are Jerry and Angel."

I nodded, staring out of the window. I knew she would get mad at me and throw me out of the house in matter of months, so I wasn't exactly happy. I was tired of being just a doll that you could just throw away and forget when you got bored of it.

"I have a room for you. There is a lot of empty space for you in there, but I see that you don't have much belongings. I guess I have a little extra money to give if you want to buy something new. Wouldn't that be nice?"

This lady really tried. I was happy but cautious at the same time, even though I just stared blankly out of the window. I would happily accept money, but something was still somehow.. strange. I wasn't used to this kind of acceptance.

Shit, I realized. It would make leaving harder.

Evelyn smiled and sighed. "I'm sure you'll like it with us."

"I don't doubt", I muttered. Evelyn looked at me and nodded. She was clearly pleased. I wondered how old she was, maybe 50? Maybe not that old. Around 45 perhaps. Still, she was older than my previous 'parents'.

I was prepared to meet an old, ugly house. After the uncomfortable ride I was actually surprised. The house was big, white and maybe two stores high. It had big windows, and even though it was older, it was clean and in a good neighborhood.

I stepped out of the car, carefully lifting out my bag. I had to be careful with my broken wrist, and Evelyn ended up carrying my bag inside. I hated the black cast I had, it made lifting stuff up hard and frustrating.

"Hi."

New voice echoed behind me. I spun around to meet two black guys. Jerry and Angel, I thought. Huh. So they were going to be my new brothers.

"Hi", I said silently and eyed both of them. They both had their eyes on me, but not in a threatening way. The taller one even smiled a little.

"I'm Angel", the taller one said, so the other one had to be Jerry. Angel was taller and larger in every way than Jerry; he had muscles and strong upper body, when Jerry was slim, thin and small.

"You gonna move in with us?"

I nodded. Jerry started to smile, and I saw his bright white teeth. Wow.

"Cool. This is actually pretty nice place. Are you troubled as well?" Jerry asked, eyeing me. Honestly, I had no idea how to reply, so I just ducked my head.

"I'll take that as a yes", Angel mumbled. "We all are. My parents were drug users and abandoned me when I was just a baby. Before I came here, nobody wanted me because I'm black."

"I fought. A lot", Jerry silently told me and let out a little laugh. "But not anymore."

"Nice", I said, thinking that if I had to spend time with these two, maybe I could speak a little. "I... I was abused."

Angel shook his head. "That sucks. Who?"

"Everybody", I finally replied after choosing the words carefully. Jerry looked a bit shocked. "But I'm already used to it."

Jerry grinned unhappily and looked at me. "Man, that ain't good. I swear that Evelyn is better. She is awesome. Right, Angel?"

"Damn right she is", Angel agreed. "She is like mom to me. And I've only been here for few months."

I was just about to reply, when we heard Evelyn's shouts. "Food is ready in twenty minutes. Could you come inside and show Jack his room?"

"Yes, Evelyn", Jerry answered and looked at the house. "Yeah. Come, Jack."

I smiled a little bit. Maybe this place wouldn't be so bad.

XXX

My bed was soft. Oh my god, it was really comfy.

It was like, after months in the orphanage -or children's home, call it whatever you want- and sleeping on the hard mattress.. damn, the bed was like heaven.

First night in my own room was strange. I had medium sized room; I saw that Angel's room was twice as big as mine, but he was at least three years older than me and it seemed like that if you were older you got bigger room.

I had large window pointing to the street. The curtains were down so no light came in, just how I liked to sleep. The silence was almost overwhelming. I couldn't help but think.. was it like this to live a normal childhood?

Next to the window was my bed. The bed was also next to the wall, and above my head was some posters of rock bands I had never heard of. There was a drawer under the window, and I had filled it with my stuff from my previous homes, like some photos and pencils and some CD's.

There was a big table and a comfy-looking chair in front of it. There was a small lamp on the wooden table, so I could see to make my homework even if it was dark. Next to the table was the door leading out of my room, and on the last wall was a big wardrobe and a book shelf.

It was my room, and it was perfect.

Oh, and plus that, Evelyn had promised to give me money tomorrow, so I could buy something new to my room. I had absolutely no idea what.

Thinking all of these things, I fell asleep.

XXX

"School will start next week", Angel muttered. Jerry nodded, never taking his eyes off of the tv. "I'm gonna miss summer."

I was sitting on the floor, since my brothers had the couch fully to themselves. I was leaning against it, though. There was a football match coming from the television, and Jerry's favorite team was winning. It would be a big understatement to say that he was thrilled.

"Evelyn gave me ten bucks to buy something new", I told them. I had been living there for only a week now, and yet I had been changed for better. Talking was no problem, even though I didn't enjoy it. My wrist was healing better than excepted. I didn't feel like shit all the time.

"Yeah? What you gonna do with it?" Angel asked. I felt his eyes on my neck.
"I dunno. I though of buying something bigger for once."

Jerry let out a little laugh. "You won't get anything big with ten bucks. Welcome to the city, kiddo."

I shrugged. "There are lot thrift shops. I could visit one."
"And you would go alone?" Angel cut me off and I heard him shift on the leather sofa. "The nearest thrift shop is in a quite dangerous area. Drug users and violent drunks. I don't suggest you goin' there."

Jerry nodded, jumping on the sofa as his team scored. As the moment passed, he opened his mouth. "I almost got beaten by them once. Never going there again."

"Ah, whatever. I won't go there if it's that bad", I agreed and ducked my head.

"Boys!"

Suddenly Evelyn was there, standing by the door, watching us. We all looked at her.

"I have something important to tell you. Come to to the kitchen, alright?" She asked, eyeing us. Angel nodded, and Evelyn disappeared to the kitchen behind her.

Jerry snorted. "Jeez. I wonder what is that important."

Angel agreed as we made our way to the kitchen.

tbc.

So, I hope you enjoyed :) the second chapter will be up next week, and I promise you it will be more interesting than this. I just didn't want to make this any longer.

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~fiia