Hi yall this is my first fanfic and I don't really know much bout writing so sorry if it sucks or anything. :)
Disclaimer: I don't own bleach duhh
Sometimes, I don't understand people. People and the strange ways their minds work. I don't understand the way their human emotions work. I don't understand how they can be happy and yet sad at the same moment, as well as like and hate a person at the same time.
I hate that I've remained here for so long, too long, but do I have a choice? It feels awful that over time, I too have developed these strange, confusing human emotions. So much that I don't understand myself at this moment, when I say that I'm happy for my best friend, yet strangely disappointed. That I love her, but yet feel a strange sense of resentment towards her.
I watched quietly from the side as my two best friends shared a tender kiss, and I felt my heart lurge and my tears threaten to flow. Why is this happening to me? What happened to the indifferent shell that I have developed over the years living with the Kuchiki's? Why does this single boy bring out so much different emotions in me?
Love, Companionship, and Friendship. It's just all so troublesome. It's nothing but a saddening emotion.
Finally, I let those stubborn tears trickle down my cheeks, and I decide. I've stayed too long, the shinigami will come after me soon. It's time for me to leave, and go back to where I belong, no matter what the consequences are.
Soo this story is just a trial, if you like it I will write more :))
