My dreaded nightmare chapter 1
(Point of view of Finn Hudson)
Its Glee club and they are all sitting in the choir room.
(Finns Thoughts)
Here I was, in every guys dream, the perfect girlfriend. She looked like a cover girl. She was blonde, blue eyed, tall and beautiful. Every guy in the school wanted her! Everyone wanted her especially Sam Evans. He broke up with her for Santana Lopez and was like totally into her but then she acted weird and wrote a song called trouty mouth. At the last football game he broke up with her, we kinder think she's like a lesbian but she put out to every guy in the school (and Brit), we thought she was a total bitch but now we just think she is really screwed up. But anyways Sam then declared his love for Quinn, like right in front of me. It was really awkward, but then Quinn kissed me. I loved it; there was chemistry, excitement, fireworks. Every sense in my body was tingling. Even my fingers, when I kissed her before, before we broke up. I didn't feel that, now I do. I also didn't feel it with Rachel but I thought I loved her because I had never felt like this before. Quinn kept giggling at an annoying girly pitch but I concentrated on her soft lips and the sensation I felt when she let me feel her bum. She dragged me further and further off the Field towards the changing rooms. I began to unzip her tight cheerios skirt. It dropped to the ground at the same time she kicked her sneekers off. This was definitely it, I had done it before but it didn't mean anything, it was with Santana because she needed to impress Sue and I thought Rachel was losing her virginity to Jesse St. James. We'll get back to him later. Anyways this is when it all went wrong. Quinn started whispering in my ear, say my name. I wasn't really sure why but I did and when I did I couldn't stop it, I said Rachel! Quinn screamed and jumped up, she was half naked and her bra was half undone. No, that's not the worst part. Mrs Pillsbury walked in, with Rachel. Rachel had her eyes wide open and right now I was very glad that I was still clothed. I whispered the name Quinn and swore at myself, beside me Quinn changed angrily (is that a word) and stormed out. But not before she had glared at me and cursed at Rachel. I followed her, carrying my trainers. Quinn! I called loudly. QUINN! She replied again, very angrily. "What you think that I don't know I have to compete with her, she loved you, maybe more than I did. But you love me now and I love you more than anything. Why can't you accept that? Why do you constantly deny our relationship? To protect her, well if you need to protect her, then be with her. Save me the heartache and rid yourself of guilt or un-satisfaction!
"Quinn I love you, I do!" I shouted at her.
"Then prove it…" She responded with a tear dripping down her cheek. "Prove it." She whispered and then ran. I half-heartedly ran after her, but she was right. I had to prove my love and I was going to, at our next Glee Club meeting.
(Back in the present)
"Finn, Finn! Do you want the solo? FINN!" Shouted Mr Schue
"Yeah of course I do, I just thought I'd sing something for my girlfriend first." I said smugly, smiling.
"WAIT, you have a girlfriend!" Mercedes asked with a hint of accusation.
"Merc, I told you the other day!" Kurt said
"Oh yeah, I thought we weren't supposed to say anything? You know because of Rachel." Carrying on the discussion Mercedes replied.
"Wait it's not Rachel, I told Arty that you guys were back together, because then I congratulated Rachel and she didn't know what I meant. So I hid in a broom closet in the tech lab because I thought she was a cyborg." Brit exclaimed.
"Well no, I am not going out with Rachel any more, I love and always will love Quinn Fabray. I totally thought you guys knew, I mean we kissed in front of Sam for like 3 minutes. Then I thought Puck would have told Rachel, and then Rachel would have been mad at me. So naturally she would have made out with Puck. Anyway this song is for my first and only love. Quinn."
You don't realize how much I need you
Love you all the time and never leave you
Please come on back to me
I'm lonely as can be
I need you
Said you had a thing or two to tell me
How was I to know you would upset me
I didn't realize
As I looked in your eyes
You told be
Oh, yes you told me
you don't want my lovin' anymore
That's when it hurt me
And feeling like this
I just can't go on anymore
Please remember how I feel about you
I could never really live without you
So come on back and see
Just what you mean to me
I need you
Oh, yes you told me
you don't want my lovin' anymore
That's when it hurt me
And feeling like this
I just can't go on anymore
Please remember how I feel about you
I could never really live without you
So come on back and see
Just what you mean to me
I need you
I need you
I need you
That moment was the happiest moment of my life, I love her so much and when she jumped into my arms and I smelt her hair, I knew I was in heaven; I had everything I could possibly want. But why did I gaze at Rachel's fallen empty chair. What was wrong with me! But I knew I had to concentrate on my love. Quinn. She was my only love. Quinn. I needed her. But why then did I keep thinking about my other lover? Rachel. Rachel. Rachel!