Dipper didn't remember who he was at this moment in time; who was he supposed to be? Where was he? All around him was nothing, not the type of nothing that humans could comprehend, the true nothing. Black, the absence of black, the absence of anything, that's what nothing was, not less than nothing, not more than nothing, just nothing. Nothing but him, yet what was he? He had no answer to such a question. But even without an answer he felt like he still knew; he was the everything in the nothingness.
His mind drifted to where he was before, he was home, he thought; he was in base or a lab or something, it was under the mystery shack. Behind the vending machine, under an elevator.
He was there with Soos, and Mabel, he was sure of that at least. They were there to stop stan, and whatever this triangle was, they were told it was a doomsday device and it did look like one it felt like something out of a 50's sci-fi movie, just an upside-down obtuse triangle, covered in symbols Dipper had never seen before, they seemed to be runes or some alien language but not knowing what they meant made the situation seem so much worse, he had to shut it down, he knew that.
Soos, Mabel, and Dipper turned keys on a nearby console at the same causing a lever at the base of the portal open to reveal the shut off button. As I was about to press the button stan burst in "DON'T TOUCH THAT BUTTON!" Dipper kept his hand near the button, staring him down "Please don't press that shutdown button, you gotta trust me".
As stan spoke his watch beeped and we started floating into the air, the computer warned there was 35 seconds left till event. I remember yelling to Mabel that she needed to shut down the machine; Soos tackled Stan away from Mabel and as this happened, I tackled into him as well.
"No, you can't!" stan said as he shoved me off of him "You gotta trust me!"
"Grunkle Stan, I don't even know, if you're my grunkle! I wanna believe you, but-" Mabel said through tears. "Then listen to me. Remember this morning when I said I wanted to tell you guys something?" Stan yelled out her "I wanted to say that you're gonna hear some bad things about me, and some of them are true, but trust me. Everything I've worked for, everything I care about, it's all for this family!"
"Mabel what if he's lying!? This thing could destroy the whole universe! Listen to your head!"
"look into my eyes Mabel! You really think I'm a bad guy?" Grunkle stan yelled hoarsely, tears running down his cheeks.
"Grunkle stan" she cried "I trust you" she said as she let go.
"MABEL ARE YOU CRAZY!? WE'RE ALL GONNA-"
The countdown reached zero and all we were surround with was blinding light. And then there was nothing. I saw nothing, felt nothing, knew nothing, everything was nothing and nothing was everything. I was that