A/N: Hey guys I just wanted to apologise for never doing things from Harry's view just I find it easier to write from Draco's view due to me knowing that Harry could be with Ginny. I will soon be updating my chaptered stories so please read!

P.S Already developed relationship.

The days when you used to love me

I still remember the day I realised I loved you. It was a day like any other and we were walking in a comfortable silence. As soon as we reached the Quidditch field for your practice and we had to part I could see the longing in your eyes. I paused for a moment and stared deep into your electrifying emerald eyes questioning what they meant. As I turned to leave I felt your hand grasp mine and pull me back to you.

"Miss me already?" I said smiling up at you.

You smiled back sheepishly before pulling me into a hug and kissing my forehead.

"Stay safe", you whispered in my ear.

As I once again turned to walk away I could feel your eyes staring at me, reaching out for something more. My paces were slow as I walked away and although I never told you I didn't leave the field that night. I walked away into a dark part of the grounds and sat to watch you play. I laughed at your mistakes and smiled at your triumphs. You dazzled me Harry, you always have and it was from that moment on that I realised I loved you. I wanted to spend the rest of my life you.

I promised myself I would be strong, I would speak up of my feelings for you but needless to say this never happened. We continued on with our friendship, each day it grew stronger. I would relish every moment I spent with you and every hug you gave me. Those days we would spend every day together forgetting about reality and instead drifting off into our own worldEventually I spoke of my love for you and you simply smiled before pressing your lips against mine. Our first kiss was everything I expected it to be Harry, magical. You tasted of all my favourite food wrapped into one delicious delight and your unique scent was enough to make me dizzy. Life was simple, I loved you and you loved me. I was content and no matter the storm that was brewing around me I knew that if you were by my side things would be o.k. It was in you that I laid my trust, it was you who was my support, it was you who made me wake up each morning and it was you who I willing gave my heart to. To this day I don't understand what went wrong.

Our friendship continued and our love was never truly spoken about but instead simply felt, that is until you changed everything. After one of our petty fights you found someone else and forgot about me. We ceased to exist within a matter of moments and I was left abandoned and alone.I knew I needed you and chose to bite my lip and watch you with your 'new love'. I faked a smile and as your happiness grew I was secretly dying inside.Soon however I watched as your once happy smile became faked and your feelings began to eat away at you as you realised your mistake I did nto change Harry, you did. You chose your life and that life did not include me in it. I felt helpless being unable to save you from yourself and watched on continuously hoping that she would save you. I watched powerlessly while she expected more from you and attempted to change you. I never wanted you to change, I loved you for you. In fact I still love you for you. You never had to fake smiles or personality to please me. I loved you just the way you were but as you began to change I found myself falling out of love with you. You began to hide behind a mask of everyone else's expectations. You were no longer the man I loved but simply a shadow of your former self.

Without love to guide me our friendship was unstable and your constant mood changes made it hard to cope. Still I continued to flourish you with unconditional love. I gave up my hope of us ever being anything more and tried to focus on our friendship. However soon I began to once more notice your secret glances and touches. I questioned myself wondering if I was simple imagining what I wished to be true but soon it became undeniable. I still remember the day I knew you loved me again.

I was angry that after I had finally convinced myself I didn't need you, you came back to me. After all those months of ignoring me and forgetting my existence, you were once more mine. We were lying on the couch watching movies when it began again. You were running your finger tips through my hair, at first I assumed it was simply friendly affection but soon I realised the true meaning behind your touch. When you pulled me closer to you during scary scenes in order to comfort and protect me I felt your apology. I felt your hidden sadness and leaving me and although you never truly said it I felt it. It was the way in which you held me, it was more than just friendship and it always had been. The feeling of your fingers tracing my back while you whispered sweet nothings in my ear was too much for me to resist and I began to flood back into your love allowing myself to find comfort in your familiar scent, caressing arms and steady heart beat.

That night when you drew me closer to you I began to wonder did you truly love me or was this simply your loneliness? Did you truly care about my feelings or were you simply meeting your own needs? Where were you when I needed you? All of my mixed emotions continued to stir inside but I never voiced my concerns. I once again allowed myself to trust you and hope you wouldn't hurt me. I was happy once more with us belonging to each other but once again it came to an end.

I remember the day you ended it, you didn't say anythingexactly you simply ended it. We no longer had our secret touches and smiles. I once more felt alone and scared. All those nights of tears and emptiness due to the lack of your body pressed against mine still curse me. It is then that I realised you did not love me, you did not value our friendship instead my emotions were simply a game to you. You were simply in it for your gain. The feeling of betrayal lay heavy on my heart and I knew that I had learnt my lesson. I would no longer melt into your emotions; I would be strong and resist your charm. It is breaking my heart Harry to have to let go of you. I just can't take the pain anymore, I deserve better.

As I approach you now I feel my heartbeat race. I never thought I'd see the day we grew apart but I guess sometimes it is just time to say goodbye. You're still ignoring me when I stand by your side and it isn't until I grab your hand that you even notice me. I smirk slightly and watch as your heart melts at the familiar sight. I wrap my arms around your neck and pull your lips down to mine. I smile into the kiss as I hear you growl in pleasure, just as you begin to entangle your hands in my hair I pull away.

"Game Over", those are the last words I whisper in you ear before I push you away from me and walk out of your life.

I feel your eyes upon me as I walk away but this time they are no longer pulling me back and asking for more, they are simply saying goodbye to what could have been.

Never again will I hear you

Never again will I miss you

Never again will I fall for you

Never again will I kiss you.

Never again will I want to

Never again will I love you.