Disclaimer: I don't own Kingdom Hearts and ran out of funny things to write here.

Warnings: Roxiri (Roxas/Kairi); other pairings hinted at but the reader can draw their own conclusions.

Other: I just had to. They're cute! They're angsty! And they've got an awesome fanbase of writers on here who got me hooked.

If They Knew

If Sora knew, he'd be happy. Because then, everything would work out. He could stop pretending to like her like that and start chasing after the person he really liked. But Sora didn't know, because I don't want to tell him. I'm just like that.

If Riku knew, he'd be relieved. Because then, everything would be alright. He could stop being awkward around Kairi and Sora and start spending time with the girl he'd pinned his heart on. But Riku didn't know, because I don't want to tell him. He's no friend of mine.

If Naminé knew, she'd be grateful. Because then, everything would fall in line. She could start being my friend and stop being so uneasy around me. But Naminé didn't know, because I don't want to tell her. She'd tell the wrong person.

If Axel had known, he'd have laughed. Because then, he'd have something to tease me about. He could stop eyeing me suspiciously and just accept my friendship. But Axel hadn't known, because I hadn't found out in time. He's dead now, though, so it doesn't matter.

If Kairi knew, I don't know what she'd do or feel. That's the problem, and that's why I can't tell.

Because if the others knew, they'd tell her. And I won't risk her heart (her friendship, her love, her life) for my own selfish "feelings," if they're even that.

Because if Kairi knew, then everything might fall apart. I can't let that happen, so I won't tell her, can't tell her, must not tell her, that I love her.

And I won't, but I think that everyone already knows.