The life a boy, a boy name Uchiha Sasuke is not one of happy tales or love stories, but of a life struggling to compare to a perfect brother. Then having to deal with all the ones you loved and cherished killed mercilessly by your own brother and has to go on alone. This story does not start at the beginning but more of in the middle when Sasuke is 14 and has left Konoha to be trained by Orochimaru, one of the legendary sanine gone bad. Sasuke is training to compare to someone he always thought of as a nobody, someone he hated! He trains to kill the one person who ruined his life.
One day when Sasuke was training in the forest practicing his accuracy with his kuni. He remembers a time before the ninja academy, and before the murder of his clan. When he used to watch his brother train and how happy he use to be. Sasuke remembered his first day at the ninja academy how he wanted to be just like his brother or even better. How when he got home from the academy he wanted to tell his parents all about it. He remembered asking his father and brother to train with him and how he especially needed to work on his accuracy.
Then all the bad memories came back, the day when he got home and saw his whole clan dead and his brother standing over their bodies. He became angry at these memories and swore he would train until he could defeat his brother and exact revenge for all the pain he caused. Sasuke trained till he had exhausted all his chakra. Then he went back to his house and slept. In the morning he wrote in his "log" (witch was actually a diary he just thought log sounded more manly). He wrote of his memories and how much he missed Sakura (the girl he secretly loved) and even Naruto even though at the same time he hated him.
Over The next few days Sasuke had more memories come to him that he enjoyed and some that made him sad and even some that made him hate his brother even more. Sasuke wrote them down in his "log" to keep track of them. The next day Sasuke and Orochimaru moved to another location because they cannot stay in one place for to long. That night Sasuke has dream about the first time he met Sakura and how beautiful he thought she was and how he wanted to impress her so bad. He had wished this dream would never end but when it eventually did he wrote it all down because he didn't want to forget it. Sasuke had to do some reconnaissance and gather information about the hidden star village. Sasuke went under cover as a traveler and while he was there he heard a story that 2 years ago a boy named Naruto came and saved their village. This news made Sasuke angry and happy at the same time. He was angry because he hated Naruto and it reminded him that Naruto was also getting stronger but he was also happy to know that he would be able to finish his fight with Naruto.
After gather information about the hidden star village he decided to go visit Konoha and see how his love Sakura was doing. When he saw her and how much she had changed, and how much more beautiful she had become. He had only wished he could kiss her, but he knew he was not going to risk blowing his cover. So that night Sasuke came back to the village and went into Sakura's house and watched her sleep. He wrote a note about how he loved her but he didn't sign his name as he left he kissed her and saw her smile in her sleep and he thought he heard he say "Sasuke I love u". That night when Sasuke went to bed he was for once in a long time happy.