A/N so I have no idea where I'm going with this any ideas all take them this idea came to me so will see where it goes .

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The light from the sun peaked through the curtains awaking the person buried in the covers. She sighed and slowly removed the covers and pushed her brown messy hair out of her face and made her way into the bathroom. Where she toke a hot shower and slowly washed herself clean, afterwards she sighed again and toweled dried her hair and dressed in a pair of dark washed out skinny jeans, and a simple grey tank top, and a red third quarter sleeve sweater. She applied a small amount of make-up consisting of eye liner and pink blush she then put her hair into a ponytail and smiled slightly at her reflection.

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She pushed open the glass doors to the Hard rock café she smiled at the décor of the restaurant which held some of the most legendary instruments of famous bands members, and bands, singers, actors and actresses alike. She quickly made her way into the back where she quickly put on her apron and ran into someone. "Tori there you are I was wondering when you would get here Hun" said the girl in front of her, "Sorry Carson I had classes last night you know that" she said tucking some lose hair behind her ear.

My name is Victoria Vega, Tori for short I'm currently 19 years old and I'm going to Julliard School for the arts. I'm originally from Los Angeles California I went to a performing arts high school called Hollywood Arts. It was my home away from home I guess you can put it as. I have a lot of amazing memories from there but there's a few I'd like to forget there just too painful.

I also made a few amazing friends while there like Andre he was one of my closet friends he's also a musical genius, after high school he got picked up by a record label.

I still talk to him sometimes when I get the change to when I'm not busy with my classes and working here. Then there's Jade she was my friend enemy in the beginning now where pretty good friends she's Andre's girlfriend and she is with him back in L.A. She's a playwright and a singer she's singing with Andre now a days we talk when I talk to Andre.

Then there's Robbie he doing pretty well sense he started doing standup comedy back in L.A. He finally got rid of Rex just before senior year, so now he only uses him for his acts. We speak probably once a week seeing that he started dating Cat.

One of my best friends is Cat she may not make sense half the time but she's pretty amazing in my eyes. She's like my sister and I love her so much, she's coming here to Julliard in a few weeks. So I'm pretty excited about that seeing that I'm here in New York by myself but anyways I can't wait to see her.

Then….there's Beck I haven't seen him or heard from him sense sophomore year he left suddenly with no explaining his reasons for disappearing. He was special to me he was my first love my first kiss my first time. We were each other's first everything. Another story for another time and for why he left I don't know. I just wish I could see him one last time that's all I want.

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"Tori…hey Tori" I was pulled out of my thoughts by Carson "Sorry lost in thought that's all" I said smiling. She smiled back and rolled her eyes.

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I sighed as I ran my fingers in a hair as I finished dying the ends of my hair red. I was happy about this change I needed it. I quickly dressed in a black tank top and pulled a belly shirt over it, it had a JA on it standing for 'Julliard Academy'. I through on a lose pair of white skinny jeans on and my black chucks. I then grabbed my jacket, my purse and my beanie and my phone and headed out of my apartment and headed down town to The Lagoon the 21 under club.

It's really my only real escape from everyone because I can dance for real. I love singing I really do but after Beck left I stopped singing a lot and I found a passion in dancing I felt free. Dancing was one of Beck's passions I guess I picked up on it an old habit I guess.

As I come in sight of the club, I notice the huge amount people entering the club which is odd because it's never this pack. I shrug it off and head inside anyways greeting the door hop who greets me with a nod knowing I was a regular.

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The music was pumping at full volume it was some kind of pop mix, I smiled big as I felt at ease in my natural setting the dance floor which was only a few feet in front of me. The dance floor was made of a powerful glass substance and colorful lights flashed on it making it looking like a rainbow after a hard down poor. I quickly made my way over to the Dj whose name was Max, he was a nice guy and we often talked, I smiled at him and he nodded knowing just what music to play to get me pumping.

I moved to the middle f the dance floor as everyone cleared I nodded to Max to start playing. Automatic by Nicki Minaj, I quickly placed my hands on my hips and swayed really quickly, and slid to the side by dragging my foot to the left and quickly moved to the right and pumped my fist in the air and did a 180. I then moved to the edge of the dance floor and ran and slid of my knees and twisted into a backflip.

After landing I stumbled backwards and landed some ones strong muscular arms. I noticed that he was dressed in dark washed out jeans with black combat boots and a black leather jacket with a grey tank top. I looked up to his face, scruffy brown hair that ended at the nape of his neck, tan skin, a flirty smile and milky brown eyes that made me melt just looking into them. I then realized it was Beck.

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4 years ago…

"Happy birthday Beck" said Tori smiling big and hugging her boyfriend. "Thanks Tor" Beck said running his hand through his short hair that ended at his ears. Tori smiled curling her finger in her braid, "So you excited for tonight" she asked with excitement in her eyes.

"Of course I am I getting to spend my birthday with my beautiful girlfriend and my closet friends and classmates" he said pulling her closer to him. She smiled and lightly kissed him on the lips "Yeah it's going to be fun I can't wait, well I got to get to class" she said winking at him and walking off to her class. Beck smiled and shook his head as he headed off to class his mind running on high all over the place as he tried to control himself which was very very hard.

A/N ok so I left you all hanging for reason on the flashback and the present because I want to save the rest of it for the next chapter. So yeah that's all for now