Here is my new story. Hope you guys enjoy it.

Disclaimer: I don't own Big Time Rush

Katie POV

It's been a whole month since I kept this secret from the guys. It's better them not knowing. I couldn't stand seeing them heartbroken. Care to know my secret?
Read this story and find out.

It was a rainy Thursday here in Los Angeles. I decided to go hang out at Rocque Records and mess around. In the process of that I decided to put some headphones on and pretended to record a song. Little did I know though, I woke up one of the studio engineers and they decided to record me.

After all you put me through
You'd think I'd despise you
But in the end I wanna thank you
'Cause you made that much stronger

Well I thought I knew you
Thinking that you were true
Guess I, I couldn't trust called your bluff
Time is up, 'cause I've had enough

You were there by my side
Always down for the ride
But your joy ride just came down in flames
'Cause your greed sold me out in shame, mmm hmm

After all of the stealing and cheating
You probably think that
I hold resentment for you
But uh uh, oh no, you're wrong

'Cause if it wasn't for all
That you tried to do
I wouldn't know just how capable I am to pull through
So I wanna say thank you

'Cause it
Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter

Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

Never saw it coming
All of your backstabbing
Just so, you could cash in on a good thing
Before I'd realized your game

I heard you're going 'round
Playin' the victim now
But don't even begin feelin' I'm the one to blame
'Cause you dug your own grave

After all of the fights and the lies
Guess you're wanting to hurt me
But that won't work anymore
No more, uh uh, it's over

'Cause if it wasn't for all of your torture
I wouldn't know how to be this way now
And never back down
So I wanna say thank you

'Cause it
Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter

Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

How could this man I thought I know
Turn out to be unjust so cruel?
Could only see the good in you
Pretended not to see the truth

You tried to hide your lies
Disguise yourself through
Living in denial
But in the end you'll see
You won't stop me

I am a fighter
(I'm a fighter)
I ain't gonna stop
(I ain't gonna stop)
There is no turning back
I've had enough

Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter

Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

Thought I would forget
But I, I remember
Yes I remember
I'll remember

Thought I would forget
But I remember
Yes I remember
I'll remember

Makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter

Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

"That was amazing Katie." I heard someone say. I practically jumped out of my skin, I saw it was Gustavo and relaxed a little bit. "We need to talk now in my office."

I was so embarrassed nobody has ever heard me sing. I made sure I was home alone so I could sing. When I entered Gustavo's office and he told me to sit down.

"Katie, I'm gonna be up front. I want to sign you here at Rocque Records, before someone else finds you."

"No." I told him and he blinked.

"What?"

"No."

"Why not?"

"1) Nobody is suppost to hear me sing. 2) I don't want to interrupt the guys career. You aren't going to tell them are you."

"Nope."

"Well, actually let me think about it."

"Sounds like a deal." I got up to leave and I stopped.

"Gustavo." He turned his head and looked at me. "Burn that recording by the way."

"Not gonna happen Katie."

So I had a lot to think about that night.

I think it sucked, I hope it gets better.

With lots of love,

Crazygurl5and11