Hello! I just wanna say that this is my first time doing a one shot for a friend of mine. I hope its good enough for you readers out there. Also this isn't connected to my original story, Supernatural: Hideaway. I might be making more of these one shots just in different chapters.
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I stood there still staring at myself in my body mirror. 'Scars are still there.' I thought to myself as I held my hand up to my stomach. The memories of my ex doing this to me. All because one I was leaving him and two I was pregnant with his kid and I wasn't really ready to have kids. So he blew up and attacked me. I was lucky enough for my brother to walk in and help me. Now present day I am traveling with Dean and Sam Winchester. I met them when I was looking for some help with my 'problem'. Anyway I got dressed and walked outside and went to the diner.
I stopped suddenly when I saw Cas there. Sitting with Dean and Sam at the booth. I felt a deep blush come over me when I saw the angel turn around and smiling at me. "Hope! It's been awhile." I held back a scoff as I made my way over and sat next to Sam; across from Cas. "Yeah well I know you've got angel business stuff to do." I smiled back at him. His eyes had brightened if that was even possible. 'Ugh! He's so hot! Wait why am I acting like a school girl?!' I suddenly felt their eyes on me making me look back at them.
"What?" I asked blankly. "Well you keep staring at Cas and I tried making a pun and you didn't say anything." I glared at Dean as he said this with a smirk. "Shut up." I said simply and got fed up by his smirking and walked out of the dinner. 'Why am I so sensitive today?' I mentally slapped myself for how I was acting in front of Cas. When I made it into my bedroom of the motel I heard flaplings of wings. "Is something troubling you, Hope?" Castiel asked as I flopped on my bed on my backside. "What's it like being emotionless?" The question came out before I could stop myself. He gave me that sideways questionable look. Almost like he was wondering why I asked him this.
I shrugged and laid back down. "I'm just curious. You don't have to answer." I said after an awkward silence. Right as I thought he was gone there was heavy weight on the corner of my bed. I leaned up on my elbows to see him in deep thought. I chuckled lightly as I made my way to him. "Don't hurt yourself about it." He still had the same facial expression, making me worried. "What are you thinking about?" I asked moving next to him. I guess I moved too close because he jumped making me jump and fall off the bed. But instead of feeling the hardwood floor, I felt like I was in the midair.
I open my eyes to see Cas holding me close to his chest. I immediately blushed and felt my heart pounding in my chest. For a moment I thought I heard his heart rate speed up too. I pulled back to look at him better, and he was blushing a light tint. "Cas." I finally said and he seemed even more curious about our situation. "Why am I feeling like this?" I raised a brow at this. "What do you-"I was cut off by Cas kissing me! My heart instantly starts pounding when I felt his hands go under my shirt. But right as one if his hands when to my belly I pushed him.
I guess he saw the look I had on my face because he backed off a bit but questioned me about my stomach. There was a long dreadful silence as he waited for my answer. I didn't want to tell him really. " I have scars there. Not by me but…" I couldn't continue as I felt tears about to overflow.
What had surprised me was that Cas also had tears. "Cas why are you crying?" I asked as I walked back towards him. He stayed silent but stared into my own eyes. I could tell that he knew what I had meant. Next thing I know He pulls me back into a hug. He whispered something in my ear but I couldn't hear, because my heart was pounding very loud in my ears. "Let me take away your scars, Hope." I smiled when he said this. "Will you?" I laughed a bit as a few tears fell. He nodded his head his face totally serious making me laugh more.
"Lift up your shirt." I completely forgot that I actually had to do that. "Couldn't you do it with my shirt on?" He shook his head as he took off his trench coat and rolled up his sleeves. "Well if I have to take off my shirt then you're gonna have to too." I said simply and he gave me a confused look. "Why?" "So that way I won't be the only one shirtless…. I get self-conscious." I whispered the last part but he heard anyway. He shrugged and started taking off his shirt. I couldn't help but stare. "Hope!" I blinked and realized that I was staring for too long. I quickly apologized and took my top off.
He put both his hands on my scars nearly covering all of them. I felt myself start to get goosebumps at the feel of his touch. My mind started wandering off to his perfect body. 'Mmh I wanna touch his body…' I immediately blush at the thought of him holding me tight to his chest. The feeling of his soft lips on mine. "Can you… Uhm stop thinking for a moment?" I jumped at hearing him so close to my ear. "S-S-Sorry." I tried to keep my mind quiet but I can't help myself. Until I felt like my stomach was being burned by a flat iron.
I immediately clutched to his shoulders, and bite my lower lip to keep from whimpering in pain. "Cas!" I gasped out in pain but he didn't respond. I knew now that by looking at his face he wanted this to be done quickly. So I did my best to stay quiet, but my nerves jolted. And I brushed my leg against his groin. When I heard his groan I thought I hurt him. Nope. I looked at him and his blue eyes turned into a deep lustful blue. I couldn't help but smirk a bit, but then the pain came rushing back. I didn't noticed this at first but my nails started to dig into his skin making him bleed.
Once the pain was over with I sighed a breath of relief. "Cas are you okay?" I asked looking at the marks I've made on him. "Don't worry I can heal fast." I rolled my eyes at him and tried to move away from him, but then felt the bed hit my back. Next thing I know Cas is back to kissing me. I moaned into the kiss and tangled my fingers through his hair. I couldn't help but think about how far we could go with this. Then he stopped and looked at me. I started to panic about if I had said something or if I had just ruined the moment. "You think too much." Cas started to laugh. I blushed deeply and punched him in the arm. I pulled him back into a kiss and without much trouble out clothes, and underwear was gone. I flipped us over so I was on top. I then guided him at my entrance and went down on him. We both had groaned out in pleasure. I didn't wait to adjust and started going in and out making a rhythm. Cas followed suit. Holding my hips and making me go faster. Right when I felt myself at my climax I was flipped on my backside by Cas. "Mmh… Castiel." I moaned softly as he started to move his pace even faster then what we were going before. He leaned down and starts kissing my sweet spot right away. 'Damn he's so good!' I thought inmy mind as he bit down hard leaving a mark. "I am only with you, Hope." Right when he said those words I lost it. My orgasm hit me like a brick wall. I clutched to him as he too had his orgasm.
We laid there for a moment not really saying anything. I looked at Castiel to see him smirking like he jjust received cookies or something. "What?" I giggled a bit. He pulled me towards his side and I couldn't help but melt. He still smelled pretty awesome. "I wanted to do that for a while now." We both busted up laughing when we both said that. "So Cas, Are we friends with benefits or are we actually boyfriend and girlfriend?" I asked as our laughing died down. He furrowed his eye brows deep in thought once again. I rolled my eyes and poked him in his side making him gasp in surprise. "Don't hurt yourself thinking about it." I smiled reassuring him. He nodded and we just went to sleep like that. Not even noticing what the time was.