Speechless
My senses are numb as I cradle my head in my hands
How could I not have foreseen the darkness within your soul?
We were blinded by our love for each other and deceived by a lie
I am speechless; what can I say with my life hanging by such a thin thread?
Can't you see what you've done? The truth does not exist for you anymore
That's why I cannot follow you down your path, or bring you back
To the memories of when I knew you so well; you've already put them far behind you
I cannot even look you in the eyes anymore for fear of what I may find there
No matter what I say or do hope has become far too distant for us
Your innocence is burnt away by the fire of your anger and my heart is broken
We cannot have what we've always wanted now that fate has gone astray
Pain, worry, regret, sadness, suspicion, fear, anger, hate, and suffering now rule
But I will not allow myself to give into this world of dying happiness
My faith in who you once were to me has not vanished like your selflessness
My senes are awake as I breathe my last breath
I know now what to say when I didn't before as my time is ending
I've seen what you've done and the horrible truth exists for me
That's why one day I know I will bring you back into the light
I will look you in the eyes once more unafraid of what I might find there
No matter what you say or do hope shall always closely remain
My forgiveness will heal your wounds and your love will heal my heart
We will one day have what we've always wanted now that fate is thwarted
Love, happiness, joy, serenity, understanding, peace,
trust, honesty, and kindness shall rule at last
I will allow myself to live in this world of the present breaking free of the past and future.
Despite all you've done and what you've become you may end my life
But you cannot destroy the love that will always lead us safely back to one another.