WARNING THE STORY CONTAINS.

Self harm

Eating disorder

PSTD

Anxiety attacks

"Kate," Doctor Burke said softly sitting on a chair close to her hospital bed.

"Yes," she weekly answered.

"Your going to be discharged from the hospital soon but you need to go home with someone who can keep a eye out on you, I've spoken to your Captain and she thought maybe Mr Castle could look after you,"

How did it all come to this?

It all started weeks ago her PSTD had taken over her whole body she didn't feel like sleeping or eating and even drinking coffee one day so was feeling so dizzy due to lack of sleep and food that she fell over.

Epso and Ryan walked over to her to help her up and she fainted luckily Espo catched her before she hit her head on the ground. Once she woke up they took her to see a doctor.

"Miss Beckett your aware that your arm is bleeding," Kate looked down and saw blood linking from her bandage that was on her wrist.

"Miss Beckett, have you been self harming?" The doctor asked her. Kate shook her head.

"I need you to give me a yes or no," tears ran down her cheeks.

" what's wrong with me," Kate asked as she started sobbing.

"You've stopped taking your medication for PSTD and Anxiety,"

" I just wanted to be a normal person again before that stupid shooting,"

"Kate," Doctor Burke said pulling her out of her flashbacks. "I've called Mr Castle and he said he will keep an eye out on you,"

"Rick," she whimpered.

"His in the waiting room his very worried about you,"

"Can I see him,I want Castle." She sobbed and whimpered.

"Soon we haven't finished talking,"

"I don't want to talk,I just want him please just get me Rick," Kate said getting herself upset.

"Calm down, Kate don't get yourself worked up," Doctor Burke said softly.

"Please I need him," she pleaded.

"Okay but we will talk later," he said getting out of his chair and leaving the room to retrieve Rick from the waiting room.