21 Questions
If I opened my eyes and see you there, will you come save me? If I reach out my hand, will yours be there to take it? If I wake up one day and realize that it's all a dream, will I still wake with you beside me there, or is reality harder than being inside a nightmare?
The day you left is the day I died. Knowing that I can never touch you with life on your hands, can never feel how warm and how good you smell, and how sweet you taste. How can I forgive myself for being that one major threat that ended your life?
What if you and I never met? Or what if we lived in a different time and met at different situations... will you love me? Will you even look my way, or be interested to talk to me? What if I never had to meet you so I won't have to endure this kind of pain?
How come I don't know that I already hurt you? Why can't I just be the one to spill blood and die? Why can't I save you? Why can't I be there for you? Why can't I be the man I wanted to be for you? Why?
Did you love me? Have you ever loved me? Will you love me again if someday we meet again? Have you forgiven me? Have you accepted me for who I am and what I have become? Will you always be there for me, even if this scar healed and haunt me no more? Will you?
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