Extra: This was part of my Weaving the Eternal Thread fic, but I thinking it really shouldnt be there so I put it as a one-shot.
Disclaimers: We read them before.
A/N: This what happen when you listen to Disturbed nonstop while helping your mother's shop. So this is my first ever angst fic and my first in someone's point. Like to thank Star-chan for betaing.
Thanatos
Why did this happen? How did this happen? Was my fault?
Of course it is.
I always cause everybody I care for to suffer. It was me who got Onii-san killed. It's my fault that my friends are in pain. And for what? To save me? I'm not worth saving. Because I just cause more pain and suffering to all of them, just like I did to Kurosaki-kun.
Because of my weakness and selflessness, I turned the person I love into a monster.
Gone are his brown eyes that show his determination to protect the people he cares for. They are now replaced with blacken gold eyes that only sees blood and destruction as the sword that was once use to defend is now use for killing.
His once tanned skin has now turned into ghastly white.
His chest marred by a giant hole that signified the lost of any sense of humanity he had.
His face that once show a scowl that I love is now concealed behind horrid mask of fear and his once short orange hair has now become long and wild. Smears of blood and dirt hanging of its tendrils.
Looking at that mask of death with those cold emotionless eyes makes my whole body paralyze with fear and sorrow.
And the worst part is that he became this way to save me. He did this so he could protect me. My weakness cause his soul to be damned.
I'm evil aren't I?
This is my fault. Everything is my fault.
I'm Sorry Kurosaki-kun. I'm sorry everybody. I'm so, so sorry.
End note: So as I said before I came up with this while listening to Disturbed and on that same day I found this thread at FOLO were it says that people are blaming Inoue fro making Ichigo into a monster. My thought are that's a bunch of bull(no pun). But now you are wondering why I still wrote this. Well in the sad truth is that Inoue would think that she did cause Ichigo to become a monster. Sad really. Well review if you like and Have a Nice Day.