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Title:Death means Forget
Word Count: 287
Rating:K
Description:Why is Gin really afraid of dying? Is it because it means his life of power and glory will end, or is it because of something else?
Character(s)/Pairings:GinxMatsumoto
Zaraki had been right when he said Gin and Tosen were the only captains who were afraid of dying, Gin would never deny that fact. He knew he was afraid of death, but why? It was the answer to that question which most people got wrong. No it wasn't because Gin was just afraid of losing his life, nor was it the fact that he was power-hungry or anything stupid like that. Gin was afraid of dying because it meant he would forget.
He didn't want to forget.
If he died, he would forget her. He didn't want to forget her. No, never. Never would Gin forget Rangiku Matsumoto, the single sole in the whole entire world that always managed to brighten up his day and the only person alive to have ever seen him smile sincerely as well as the true colour of his eyes. No, not the blood red contacts he has grown accustomed to wearing but the icy sea green irises. But if he died, he would forget.
He didn't want to.
That was why he feared death. It wasn't the dying part, or the pain, it was just the fear of forgetting her face, her laugh. Hell he wouldn't even remember her chest size and that was HARD to forget.
He really didn't.
So no, truthfully Gin wasn't afraid of dying. He was just picky about the way he wanted to die. Gin would die happily if it was for Rangiku's happiness, he would die happily if she was the one that killed him. He just didn't want to die alone, when he died… Gin's wish… his only wish that he had ever made, was that Rangiku was to be with him.
Gin was a lucky man in the end.
Just a random drabble I thought up… I don't really know how it came but it sort of popped into my head. Sorry if it sucks, I kind of dragged it a bit but I was just pretty much writing whatever came into my head.
Hope you liked it. Oh and to all you Devotion fans… ho-hum, I'll update before March. (that's a crappy promise to make, I know, sorry)
-Griƒƒen