Reid gripped the the sheets of his bed, his breathing was hard, he was panting loudly attempting to hold in his screams of pleasure. A warm mouth was surrounding his cock sucking it heavily, while their hand simultaneously rolled his balls with theirs fingers. Spencer wasn't going to last much longer his penis was leaking, throbbing and twitching all together inside of his partners mouth, the signs of release did not scare his bed partner into removing their mouth if anything it made them suck harder and lick faster. Soon Spencer started letting out a weak whimper begging to be allowed to release. "M-Morgan?" He squeaked trying to grasp the older well muscled man's attention. "I-I'm gonna come!" His voice louder and with more stern hoping Derek could hear. And boy could he but Morgan didn't pull away this prompted him to begin to deep throat the geniuses dick and slowly grate his teeth along the sensitive flesh. Spencer couldn't hold it in anymore his whimpers became moans, which became cries of undivided pleasure responding to his outrageous and stratifying, amazing orgasm.
"How was that Pretty Boy?" Derek asked coming up from under the sheets. A smile spread across Reid's face as he leaned over to embrace his lover in a passionate French kiss allowing Spencer to taste himself.
"God that was amazing!" He gasped catching his breath. He rolled over to snuggled gently into Morgan's chest. Before he fell asleep Reid placed a soft kiss on Morgan's chest. "I love you."
The Chicago born widened his eyes at this statement. 'Love'? They had only been together a few months and it's not exactly like they've gone on dates or really build a relationship it was sex for the most part as well as take out dinners on the couch after cases. Morgan had never felt these sort of desires for a man before yet he's never really felt sexual desires for a women either. Sure he brought them home, had sex, then they would be gone by the next morning, he never really felt sexually attracted to them... He had definitely had to fake his fair share of orgasms... He would never admit it but sometimes he'd find himself fantasizing about Spencer while women would go down in him... It was one night with the utmost beautiful women he or anyone else had ever seen; Derek with his charm managed to bring her to his place that night and while they were going at it he had called out Spencer name! It definitely brought the night to a quick end, and by the next day he found himself constantly wanting to be around Spencer, wanting to hold him, even kiss him. But he was afraid... Afraid of his traumatic past and afraid of the hateful future... Then a sign hit him a sign proving to Derek it was okay to have feeling for the handsome, sexy, genius, whom he worked with everyday. One night when just the two of them were left at the bar Reid drunkenly admitted he had slept with a man before and he actually very much enjoyed night Derek brought Spencer back to his place and it just happened, they experimented, felt each other up and finally near the end of the night fucked each other. When Morgan woke up that morning he had never felt so satisfied, so complete. When Reid awoke it was a little harder on the genius to come to terms with it all he was so shy and awkward afraid that Derek would hate him...but he didn't instead he kissed him shocking them both.
Now here they lay tangled together whispering sweet nothings waiting for the world around them to wake up. Almost instantly Morgan's phone rang breaking the sweet serenity.
"Morgan? Yeah JJ okay I'll be there, thanks." After he hung up Reid received the same call from JJ. "Well pretty boy we gotta fly."
{four days later in Florida}
"I have absolutely no idea what it's like to be in love with another man." Those words, those painful heart breaking evil words broke Spencer Reid's heart. He opened up and allowed Derek Morgan into his heart, allowed him to push the boundaries, allowed himself to fall in love... Sure those words could be played off as an interrogation tactic but Derek never blinked, never stopped to think about his reply, he just straight up answered. He couldn't even remember why he headed to the interrogation room to begin with, once inside the first set of doors he stopped to speak with Rossi but was at a standstill when he heard Morgan's words. Without a word Spencer stormed back out of the room towards his white board and began frivolously using all of his built up anger and embarrassment to crack this case.
Soon after William Harris and Stephen Baleman were arrested and charged on several accounts of rape and murder. The team sat quietly on the plane home there was an uncertain tension in the air coming from the boy genius, unsure of why, everyone chose it was best to back away and allow him the space he needed. Once back in Quantico majority of the team rushed home looking forwards to a peaceful nights rest, only JJ, Morgan, and Reid went back up to the office.
JJ staggered off to her office to finish the rest of her report leaving Morgan and Reid in the bull. "So pretty boy, my place or yours? We can even order some take out?" The older man smiled suggestively at Reid who just blew him off refusing to make eye contact. "Hey man what's up?"
"I have absolutely no idea what it's like to be in love with another man." Reid quoted back his voice full of venom and pain. Morgan's eyes widened Spencer had told him he loved him but Derek did not say it back...
"Reid, common it was just to get under his skin." The man felt he was under intense pressure, Reid was almost like an emotional toothpick so frail and thin, once bend too far it would snap, unable to be put back together
Spencer rolled his eyes packing up his mail bag. "You didn't hesitate or blink, the words flew naturally right out of you mouth like they were worthless and wouldn't be cared for. Well I cared, I damn well care!" His voice started to raise not loud enough to grasp JJ's attention.
Derek was stuck between a rock and a hard place even for the most well rounded careful word users that can cause some unsightly things to be said. "I never told you I loved you."
Tears prickled Reid's eyes, those were the words he was afraid of hearing more than anything else in the world. "Excuse me if I thought my boyfriend could possibly love me." He exaggerated the word Boyfriend in hopes to send his message across clearly.
"We never defined our relationship Reid." Definitely not the right thing to say at this moment. Both Morgan and Reid were at two very opposite ends of a very large stick; Spencer knew what he wanted with and from Derek he was open about his feelings and experience. Derek at the other end was confused and uncomfortable never had he ever had to deal with this sort of situation, relationships weren't his thing. "Look Reid things are just-"
"Say complicated! I dare you!" The tears were now freely streaming down his face, things were always 'complicated' he was never old enough to know or understand but he did probably better than anyone else. "Go find yourself a new fuck buddy!"
Morgan's reply was interrupted by a quick gasp and the sound of papers falling, turning their heads they found JJ standing on the catwalk mouth hanging open and cheeks bright red. "I am so sorry I just wanted to see if you two were leaving soon I have to close everything up soon, I wasn't eavesdropping I swear. I am so sorry!" Her words came out rushed and panicked as she swept up the papers that had fallen out of her folders. The blonde didn't allow them to respond she turned on her heals rushing back to her office slamming the door behind her.
"G'night Morgan..." Reid mumbled before throwing the strap over his shoulder and heading to JJ's office. Morgan didn't want to stay around and find out what Reid was going to tell his best friend so he headed for the elevator.
JJ sat at her desk pretending to arrange files unsure of what to do, obviously she had interrupted a very private moment between her two male co-workers and it left the three of them in a very awkward place. "Um...JJ?" Her head shot up as she heard Spencer's voice, his eyes still held unshed tears, he looked like a lost puppy who was left out in a rain storm.
"Hi, Spence." Unsure of what to do JJ stood up speaking softly as she made her way over to him. He instantly fell into her arms crying as hard as he possibly could. "It's all right, we can talk about it or you can just cry." JJ soothed rubbing soft circles along his back. "I think Garcia has some ice cream stashed in the freezer." Prompted JJ allowing Reid to let out a small chuckle.
"I don't think frozen dairy will help but thank you."
"Sure it will ice cream cures everything, breakups for girls and guys as well as break ups with guys and girls." Spencer nodded so JJ went to go get the chocolate chip cookie dough ice cream, when she returned Spence and herself sat on the couch in the corner of the office sharing the tub of Ben and Jerry brand ice cream. Spencer took the time explaining his somewhat relationship with Morgan about how it began and why it had ended.
"Well Derek Morgan doesn't know what he's missing." JJ smiled rubbing her best friends knee. "Anyone would be extremely lucky to have you."
This definitely brought a boost to Spencers Ego. "You really think so Jennifer?"
She nodded her head taking another spoonful of ice cream. "You're smart, funny, and handsome it was a mistake he took you for granted."
His cheeks turned a rosy colour. "Thank you JJ,"
AN: this is just the beginning I hope you enjoyed! Leave a comment on what you liked or didn't like.