I know you know it's real. I know you know I can barely communicate. But that doesn't change how much I love you. If I was any real sort of man, I would have admitted it to you a long time ago.
What do you want from me?
Do you want me t tell you I can't live without you? Because I can do that. If only because it's true. I love you. I need you. You are the only reality that I have ever known. Without you there is nothing. There is no ground. I have nothing to walk on. There is nothing to base any of my feelings upon. Because you are my world.
I am falling deeper and deeper into No Man's Land. I used to hear your voice, and it brought me back from the edge. A deep and eternal chasm called the Edge. But now... I don't think even your voice can bring me back..