Sebastian Smythe doesn't believe in love. It's what he finds himself repeating today.
The thing is that he finally believes it, but he doesn't want to, he doesn't need to.
Sebastian meets Blaine at work, and the spark is immediate, their conversations are interesting, they laugh constantly and he feels like he can trust him his life. He doesn't understand how someone can be so in sync with him, how someone can get him so completely and see through his walls, how Blaine hugs are the best he ever experienced, and he swears he never felt the amount of lust that the short boy provokes on him, but that might be considered normal, if we are talking about Sebastian, but what is not normal…at all for him, is the times he finds himself imagining waking up to by his side, or what it would feel to hold his hand when they walk, or how they could have a family together.
There's just a single problem to all this.
Blaine is married, and very much in love Sebastian suspects, in love with a boy he can't learn to hate, a boy who is totally talented, and handsome, and oh so perfect for Blaine.
He knows that Kurt must sense all those feelings he has for his husband, because of little looks, or indirect talks that nobody but the both of them seem to understand.
He gets that Kurt might be scared of losing Blaine, he wishes Kurt's fears were true, but none of them are.
Kurt loves Blaine, Blaine loves Kurt.
And it hurts like hell, and he doesn't want to believe it, but Sebastian loves Blaine.
So he finds himself everyday his by now mantra "You don't believe in love".