A/N:ME again(: Yeah I guess so my Kogan story got a lot of views so I thought what the heck ! And I wrote another one(:So please enjoy my Kogan story and if your wondering why youu cant find my other stories its because i delted them ill upload them again...Maybe Anyways Read and Review(:

"And now Go Alison Bar would like to present Kendall Knight ...again! Seriously anyone is aloud up you dont have to be from some Boy Band that lost one of its members if you can sing you can co-"I cut off the bartender taking the mike from him

"Thanks alot Jett I love being here and seeing your face everyday to"I said smiling and nodding towards him .He groaned and walked away.

"Ok well id like to dedicate this song to my Ex boyfriend who left awhile ago and I just want everyone to know I miss him"I looked down at Carlos and James who frowned obviously disappointed that I picked this song to him.

"It's been a long time since I came around

Been a long time but I'm back in town

This time I'm not leaving without you

You taste like whiskey when you kiss me, oooh

I'll give anything again to be your baby doll

This time I'm not leaving without you

He said sit back down where you belong

In the corner of my bar with your high heels on

Sit back down on the couch where we

made love for first time and you said to me

Something, something about this place

Something 'bout lonely nights and my lipstick on your face

Something, something about my cool Nebraska guy

Yeah something about

Baby yoü and I

It`s been two years since I let you go,

I couldn't listen to a joke or rock `n roll

Muscle cars drove a truck right through my heart

On my birthday you sing me a heart of gold

With a guitar humming and no clothes

This time I'm not leaving without you

Ooh-oh ooh-oh

Sit back down where you belong

In the corner of my bar with your high heels on

Sit back down on the couch where we

made love for first time and you said to me

Something, something about this place

Something 'bout lonely nights and my lipstick on your face

Something, something about my cool Nebraska guy

Yeah something about

Baby yoü and I

Yoü and I

You, yoü and I

You, yoü and I

You, yoü and I, I

Yoü and I

You, yoü and I

Oh yeah! I'd rather die

Without yoü and I

C'mon!

Put your drinks up!

We got a whole lot of money, but we still pay rent

'Cause you can't buy a house in Heaven

There's only three men that Imma serve my whole life

It's my daddy and Nebraska and Jesus Christ

Something, something about the chase

Six whole years

I'm a New York woman, born to run you down

So have my lipstick all over your face

Something, something about just knowing when it's right

So put your drinks up, for Nebraska

For Nebraska, Nebraska, I love you

Yoü and I

You, yoü and I

Baby! I rather die!

Without yoü and I

Yoü and I

You, yoü and I

Nebraska! I rather die

Without yoü and I

It's been a long time since I came around

Been a long time but I'm back in town

This time I'm not leaving without you. "

I looked down to see Carlos smile at me.I already knew he was only smiling because I was his best friend.I smiled back but because that was Logan's favorite song . My smile instantly faded at the thought of him. He left without reason or purpose.

"Logan its 3am where are you going?" I asked my fiancee as he I looked at him . He was throwing clothes into bags.I watched as he packed his books and his pencils and ,hats, was he moving?...MOVING!

"Logie babe if theres a problem we can fix it I promise".I said Grabbing his arms and pulling clothes out putting them back into drawers.

"No I have to go its not you its me I cant stay here"

"What why"I said still trying to unpack him

"Its just not right it doesnt feel right!"He yelled tears falling down his beautiful chocalate covered eyes.

"What whats not right Logan tell me ill change anything"

"I told you its not you! Your fine everythings perfect thats why I have to go!"

"I can make it unperfect please dont go."

"Kendall,"He said softly"Sit down and STOP unpacking my bags I need to leave now I need...space"

"Space ? I can give you all the space you need! " I said backing up gesturing to all the space in front of him.

"Kendall I love You I do ! But -"

"If you love me WHY are you leaving ?"

"Im sorry Kendall"He kissed my cheek . By now I was crying . He walked out the bedroom door . It took me a moment to think and process that he didnt plan on coming back . It frightened me to even think he wouldnt be with me any longer . Then it hit me why he may be leaving me.

"is this because of the propasal?"I asked running after him he was a foot out the door before he turned to me."We can wait longer!"I said pleading with him"We can wait until your ready im sorry please please dont leave ill die without you Logan!"He sighed placing his bag down on the floor.

"And thats why I have to go"

"That doesnt make since do you want me to die?"

"Of course not but this is to much for me to understand right now.I need space and I cant get outta here ill be back when im ready I promise"He kissed my cheek . Grabbing his bag he left closing the door behind him.I fell to the ground.I felt warm tears on my arm as they came out fast.I ran to the window and watched as Logan put his bags into his cab look up at me and then got in and left."I love you Logan"I whispered against the window.

A/N Wow i feel bad about ending it like that with a flashback ! Really Im ashamed :( Anyways chapter 2 up soon Tell me what youu think (: Reviews are nice.