Disclaimer: I do not own Ouran, I wish I could...Im gonna grow mushrooms now!

My first story, hope its good.


Chapter 1- A loved ones fall.


'Hikaru! We can help!', 'You can't help it', 'Just stop. Move on!'.

Those words were filling Hikaru's mind, one by one. Meaner every time. Why can't he just move on?Why can't he forget? Why did Kaoru have to die? Was Kaoru selfish? Leaving one twin in this big world, all alone. No one to depend on. No one to share good times with. Or was he selfish? Wanting him to stay for his sake. Or were they both confused at what was happening?

Hikaru, layed confused and sad. No, depressed. No, there must be another word. Kaoru was better at wording out tings like this. Kaoru was always there for him, only . Tear laden eyes, streams are forming and finally. He started. No way that he couldn't stop. Practically anything that could remind himof his lost brother could make the poor guy cry his eyes out.

But why Kaoru?

'Why not me?' Hikaru though only what came to his mind.


Hikaru layed on his messed up bed, in a fetal position. Wetness filled his pillow, tears flooded his eyes. Hands placed feircly placed on his knees. "Hikaru! Your friends are here!" His mother shouted out since the lone twin locked his door. "Hikaru" Haruhi knocked at his door. A few more knocks all different sounds came to his door. "Hiku-kun, can you please open the door~"Hani asked him with an extra cute voice. No reply. "Hikaru!" Haruhi always had to think of the worst when no reply. More knocks and bangs came from the once joyful, peach haired host. The door finally burst open. Haruhi ran to the end of the gloomy room to reach him. "Hikaru! Say something! Hikaru" Haruhi screamed. She always had to think of the worst. Tears filled her dark brown eyes. Hikaru looked up depressed at Haruhi. But something made Hikaru's eyes wide open. Why was she crying too? Does she really care for him? "Yay~ Hikaru is awake-" Hani finished mid sentence as his carrier, Mori, covered his mouth his his hand. "You know how worried we were!" Tamaki finally spoke breaking Haruhi away from him and shaking him hardly. "Don't ever do that!" The prince started.

Hikaru got mad.

He pushed Tamaki away and the blonde haired boy landed on the ground a few meters away. "Hikaru" Haruhi spoke in soft words. Moving her hand slowly to the red eyed, (due to the crying), twin. He smacked her hand away, lowered his eyes and moved his face to the pillow. Kyoya grabed his face and slaped him hard enough to leave a pink mark on his face. "Move on, all we wanted to do is help you pushed us away. You coward, Kaoru would be dissapointed."Those words hit him hard.

Hikaru stood up. "YOU DON'T NOW ANYTHING!" He yelled at the glassed teen's face pushed out of the way to exit, the last thing they saw of him that day.


A/N: Very short, sorry I really didn't much effort. I will next time!