Summary: 'I thought him and I would be together after a cure was found. I never meant to fall in love with you. It changed everything. Damn you, Alec!' Please RnR my first D/A fic...

A/N: Told from Max's pov, but directed at Alec

Another a/n, my first D/A fic. You have to assume that in the tim before she got her cure (we'll make believe in the middle of season four) she got too close to Alec..

He holds my hand for the first time in a long time.

Flesh on Flesh.

You would think that I'd be happy. But, I'm not. I'm miserable.

He tells me that he loves me and never lost faith in us. I say nothingBut, a tear falls down my cheek.

You told me that you love me. I told you to go away because I didn't need you anymore. As he holds my hand I know that that isn't true.

He mistakes my tears for that of happiness. He tells me that everything is going to be alright because we're together again.

More tears fall down my cheek because I know that things are far from being alright. They're anything but.

He tells me to say something. Anything. I want to tell him everything. But there is nothing left to say.

He asks me when I had fallen in love with you. I tell him that he's wrong. He looks at me as if he's been betrayed. By someone he loves. He had been.

He accused me of lieing. And then he accused me of never lieing to you. He said that I have saved you when I shouldn't have. I silently think that there were many times that I saved him when I shouldn't have.

Did you ever think that you'd hear those words?

I've had enough. I walk out his front door without looking back

I ignore the fact that he is still calling my name.

You stare at me as I show up on your front step drenched from the falling rain. Doesn't surprise you that I'm not yelling at you.

It's amazing how much time changes everything. And it did. That day when you kissed me and told me that Logan would never be good enough for me.

You tell me that I shouldjust leave.

Without a second thought I tell you that I love you.

You just stare at me with an unreadable expression.

I know that things will never be the same.

THE END