A/N- This is my first Big Time Rush story! Kucy!

Hope you like it! :)

Disclaimer- I don't own any Big Time Rush characters.

Kendall's View

I open the door and pace back and forth just thinking.

"Oh hey Kendall. Camille and I are going to the pool, you coming?" Logan asks walking over to me "Kendall?"

I grab his shoulders, "she's back" I say, then I start walking back and forth again.

"What?" He asks, I take a brief look at him and turned away to walk again. "Who's back?"

"Who? Her Logan, her" he stares at me, his eyes widen.

"Lucy?" I nod my head.

"Yep."

"Well it could be a good thing? You know Camille gets a friend back, we all get a friend back. You know maybe even her and Jo could be friends." I give him the 'seriously' look "okay...maybe not the last bit. But Kendall calm down, she isn't going to hate you just because you picked Jo over her."

"That's the problem, what if she doesn't hate me and wants to be friends."

"Then it's happy. It's not like you still like her in that way." He pauses "is it?"

I stop.

"Then why did you pick Jo?"

"She left before, we had history."

"You felt safe" he says walking to sit down.

"Yep" I say sitting down next to him.

"Does Lucy know you know shes back?"

"Don't think she saw me."

*Knock* *Knock* *Knock*

I let out a loud breath "coming."

"Hello-Lucy" I say trying to not let my eyes widen.

"Oh, hey Lucy" Logan says walking over to me.

"Hi. I just wanted to tell you I'm back. And I'm staying, for good." After she said that it was like there was wind coming from somewhere blowing her hair slighty and she walked away. "Oh, and by the way" she says turning around "I live next door" she says opening the door next to ours and winking at me.

"Greeeaat" Logan and I say in unison, before I close the door.

"Next door. Really?" I say before I fall onto the couch face first and grab a pillow.

"It could be worse." Logan says, I turn over and stare at him "yeah you're right."

"What am I going to do?" I ask, more to myself than him.

"You are coming to the pool with me and Camille" he say before dragging me out of the apartment.

"Oh hey guys. Uh Logan why are you dragging Kendall?" Camille asked Logan.

"Don't worry about it, it's a uh new game yep. Strange, strange game." He paused leaving an awkward silence. "So, the pool?" He asks dragging me again.

"Yep, but hold on a sec I have a surprise for you. Oh and here she comes."

"Hey boys" a voice says, I recognise the voice so I open my eyes.

"Lucy." I say standing up straight.

"Yeah we knew she was back already Camille" Logan says to her.

"Oh, oh well to the pool!" She says causing Logan to laugh awkwardly.

"Yep us four. The pool. Let's go."

For some unknown reason Camille makes me and Logan sit in the middle, with her on the other side of Logan and Lucy the other side of me. I thought she would try to keep me and Lucy far apart because her and Jo are best friends.

"So Lucy" I say trying to break the silence between us as Camille and Logan are talking.

"Yes Kendall?" She asks turning her head to face me.

"What did you do once you left her? Go anywhere nice?" I say trying to not sound awkward.

"Not really, just back home for a bit then I decided to come back. What did you boys get up to? Didn't miss me too much I hope." She says with a smirk.

"Nice, we just you know messed about, recorded new songs, that type of thing." She nodded. "Well" I say.

Later

"Camille have you seen Kendall? He said he would be in his apartment but I went there and he wasn't." Jo says, I stare at her then she turns to me. "Oh you're here" she says with a smile, I smile awkwardly back at her. I didn't mean for it to look awkward but it was kinda hard to stop it.

"Hey Jo" Lucy says sitting up.

"Oh" Jo says her eyes widening a little bit, she's clearly better at stopping it than me "Lucy" she continues with a slightly forced smile.

Lucy just smiles back. I don't like where this is going.

"Uh Kendall" Jo says nudging her head towards the building "can I talk to you a minute?"

"Uh" I look across at Lucy who is now reading a magazine "sure" I say getting up and walking inside.

"So..."

"So...your ex girlfriend or ex kissing person or whatever is back and the way I found out is by seeing you and her laying next to each other."

"We were just talking."

"Right." I nod.

"Trust me Jo. You're my girlfriend, not her." I say.

"I know" she says holding my hands and kissing me on the cheek. We smile at each other.

"Night guys!" Lucy says walking towards the elevator "see you tomorrow" she says then winks at me. Lucky for me Jo was still facing me so she didn't see.

"Well I'm going up too, got to go to the recording studio early. Night Jo" I say before running to the elevator before it closes I manage to put my hand in so it opens again.

Probably not the best idea to get into the elevator with only Lucy in and the elevator that we kissed in.

"Hi" she says.

"Hi" I say.

"So you and Jo are back together."

"Yep." Here comes the awkwardness again.

"I wrote a new song." She says.

"Oh really?"

"Yeah. I was wondering if you could let me use the recording studio and maybe get Gustavo to listen to it?"

"I can try yeah. I was going in earlier tomorrow anyway, you can join."

"Thanks. Why you going in early?"

"Gustavo is letting me help him write a song."

"Really? Doesn't seem like he would do that" she says as we step out of the elevator.

"Yeah I know odd right? I was just messing about in the recording booth with a song I had written and he heard and said 'Kendall you're writing a song with me."

"Wow when did you start?"

"We've written one already a few weeks ago and now are doing another one" I say smiling, I am proud of my self, Gustavo is letting me help him with songs. I must be the only person in the world who can say that.

"Cool." She says as we stop outside her door "I didn't know you liked writing songs though" she says looking up at me.

"Yeah, well it kinda started after you left."

"Oh, well. What are the songs like?"

"Up beat mainly, a few slower ones."

"No rocky ones?" She says smiling, I will always remember when she said we didn't 'rock', I get why that annoyed me now.

"Not yet" I say letting out a slight laugh causing her to laugh aswell.

"Well I'll see you in the morning, come get me?" She asks.

"Yep, about eightish?"

"Sounds good. Night Kendall." She says, then walks into her apartment.

"Night" I say before she closes the door.

A/N- So what did you think?

Carlos and James will be in it in the next chapter :)

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And what pairings you want beside Kucy and Lomille.

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