"Congratulations your cd is finished" Those 5 words used to make her the happiest girl alive but she wasn't that girl anymore. Alot had changed since HE had left, mainly her music.

Her newly finished cd was crap and everyone knew it, they were just to afraid to say anything about it. They all probably thought that she had nothing to write about but that wasn't true. She had plenty of songs that were perfect for her album, but they were all about him and recording those songs would be like pouring her soul out and that wasnt something she could do right now. Plus the last thing she wanted to do was make him think that she was broken and sad, no matter how true it is.

"Jude, Darius wants to see you in his office" Kwest stated as he passed throught the room on his way into the kitchen. She sighed as she got up on the counch.

"Hey D, you wanted to talk?" she asked as she walked into his office without bothering to knock.

"umm yea" he started " listen, jude, i wanted to ask you about bringing in a new producer for you to work with, someone who can take your music in a new, and better, direction"

"like...who" she asked, completely oblivious to the guy who had just walked in the room.

"like me" Jude turned to see who had spoken.

"oh my god" she whispered

"Jamie?!" She screamed excitedly. She jumped up and gave him a hug. "What…when…how?" she asked, looking between Jamie and D.

"Well I figured someone closer to you may be able to get more out of you, like a new kickass song." he said hopefully.

"Well we'll have to see about that" she joked while pulling Jamie out of the office and into the lobby.

"So now that we're alone, why don't you tell Dr. Jamie what wrong" he said laughing. Jude groaned while flopping down on the couch. Jamie looked down at her worriedly before he realized what she was upset about.

"Jude, c'mon don't tell me you're still hung up on Lil Tommy Q. I mean, are you ever going to get over him"

"Lately it doesn't seem like it" She answered "I mean things were perfect. We were finally together and the next thing I know I come home and all of his things are gone. No note. No call…. no goodbye" She wiped her eyes as the tears threatened to fall. "Why would he do that?" she whined

"I don't know Jude, but that was 6 months ago, eventually you have to move on. There are tons of guys out there who would kill to date you." He replied trying to cheer her up.

"Well I don't know about the "tons of guys" but you're right about one thing. I do have to get over this and sooner or later I need to move on…without him" she whispered. Jamie leaned in and gave her a hug that she was in dire need of.

"Now, what's all this nonsense about no good songs? The Jude I know would have had tons of killer songs after a guy broke her heart. so why don't you go and get the journal that has all those songs in it and lets make a hit" He said as he got off the couch pulling her with him. She laughed as she walked off to retrieve her journal. She should've known that Jamie would know about her other songs after all he knew her almost better then anyone.

six months and I'm still sober
Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers

And I don't know
I could crash and burn but maybe
At the end of this road I might catch a glimpse of me

six months and I'm still breathing
Been a long road since those hands I left my tears in but I know
It's never really over, no

Wake up

Three months and I'm still standing here
Three months and I'm getting better yeah
Three months and...three months and I, oh

Three months and I'm still breathing
Three months and I still remember it
Three months and I wake up

"How do I feel" she repeated. "I'm not doing this anymore Jamie. These songs are too personal and I don't want to feel that way anymore. I'm turning 21 in two months, I'm too young to hurt this much. So I'm moving on. That's how I feel"

Jamie looked at her. She looked so different from the girl he used to know she was worn and tired. "Listen Jude, what do you say to a night out just me and you like we used to do" He watched her think about it for a minute.

"Yea, it's about time I had a little fun" she smiled and walked out "see ya at 8" she hollered.

Jamie knocked on the door before walking into Jude's house. He had never been there before and he almost couldn't find it. It frowned at the thought of Jude and Tommy living there together like a family. He honestly had no idea what Jude saw in him. He was a washed up ex-boybander who was constantly breaking girls hearts but Jude swore that he had changed. He laughed to himself. So much for that.

"Uh Jamie" He turned to see Jude coming down the stairs and instantly his jaw dropped. She was in a tight red dress with black strappy heels and her hair was in loose waves.

"uh Hey" He stammered She linked arms with him as they walked out the door

"Hey im so glad you asked me to do this, I haven't been out in months and I've really needed a friend" she stated.

"Yea friends" he replied. To bad none of the thoughts he was having were to friendly