Title: Never Before
Rating: PG
Length: Drabble (193 words)
Pairings: None
Era: Hmm, I guess Season 05, since it deals with those story lines, etc. But really, everything?
Summary: He was my brother, after all.
Note: Written for the "journaling" writing challenge on LJ community - spnland; prompt - 'journal as an SPN character' [Part 3/10]
How could that happen? How could Michael not believe me? Not trust me? How could he think me something unnatural?
I told him everything – everything that I believed, everything that I knew to be true – and he did not even want to listen to a word of it. He acted just like so many of the others … but worse.
Some of the others, I could have expected distrust from. I could have expected them to not believe me (about everything, that is). But how Michael – how my older brother – could turn on me like this … I just do not understand.
It is a betrayal of the worst kind, I will admit. I had never doubted him before, even if I had disagreed with him sometimes. I always knew that he, at least, knew and believed in what he was doing.
He was my brother, after all.
But this time – this time was too much.
Never before had he chosen Father over me in such a great magnitude. Never before had he looked at me with such intense, negative emotion.
Never before did my big brother look as if he hated me.
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