A/N: What am I doing? I don't really know.
This is a drabble type fic. It won't be very long.
No posting schedule. No plan.
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I'm exhausted.
Another day of trying to impress people, smiling too hard, laughing too loud. I don't like it; my life that revolves around others. But I don't know how to change it.
I'm speeding down the street but I don't feel like I'm going anywhere. I feel trapped, isolated.
Another song plays on the radio with a loud bass and no meaning.
I try not to think about how it represents me perfectly. It's too much and not enough.
The roads are quiet and I like the silence. I'm shielded by the darkness of the night and it's where I feel the safest. I'm lost in my own thoughts again, the world never loud enough to keep me in it. It's far too boring.
And I find myself thinking that all I want is...more.
I slow down as the light turns red. I tap the steering wheel impatiently, getting more and more frustrated. This is taking too long.
A shadow moves from a distance. I squint and try to make out what it is. I really hope it's not an animal, but the small town of Forks has a history of car accidents caused by deer. I don't see anything anymore; it must have left.
The light turns green, and I'm on my way again.
Realizing that I can't take any more of the awful rap song playing on the radio, I fiddle with the dial and it changes to a song I've never heard before.
Tell me what you want to hear
Something that will like those ears
Sick of all the insincere
I'm going to give all my secrets away
I've asked many people why I could remember everything that happened in this moment. I remember the melody of this song. I remember the cool air brushing my cheek. I remember the sky was clear and the stars shone upon me like they were gracing me with their blessing.
Maybe I'll never know the answer to this.
But even then, I knew the man that ran in front of my car would change my life forever.
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