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Is it getting better for you Bren? I miss you every day.

It broke my heart you know, watching them taking you away.

Or do you feel the same Bren? Just like when we were still in love.

I've always loved you though Bren, even when you'd punch and hit and shove.

Will it make it easier on you now Bren? That you've finally let me go.

Your brave and vulnerable Brendan and that's why I love you so.

You've got someone to blame though Bren, Seamus made you, who you are,

He hurt you Bren, he abused you, and then he left you with the scars.

You said one love Bren, one love was all it took,

And our love was like a story, I could write it as a book.

One life Bren, that's all we had. And I wanted it to last.

I didn't want it to tear, end or shatter, smash like broken glass.

When it's one in need Bren, we were always there for each other,

You were many things you know, a loving boyfriend, father, brother.

In the night Bren, when we were alone, curled up or having sex,

You'd stroke me with your finger, remember? Your thumb or the index.

One love Bren, we get to share it, whether together or apart,

You know you were so good though, at tugging at my heart.

It leaves you though love, if you don't know how to care for it,

We always got back together though didn't we Bren? Even after we had split.

Did I disappoint you Bren? I know I wasn't much.

That final kiss, that final moment, the last time that we touched.

Did I leave a bad taste in your mouth Bren? There's nothing much to say.

You couldn't deal with it at first but we got over the fact that you were gay.

You act like you never had love Bren. You wouldn't do this if you did.

Let me fall in love with you, and then leave, just like Amy and the kids.

Do you want me to go without love Bren? Because I can't see myself moving on.

This is just becoming silly now; just see sense, please c'mon.

Did I ask for too much of you Bren? The demand for you to change,

Do you want us to stop being close? Do you want us to become estranged?

More than a lot Bren, that's the love I feel for you.

I wanted us to last forever and I know you want that too.

You gave me nothing now Bren, I've lost what meant the most,

In another life you said, when were dead, as spirits, as ghosts.

It's all I've got your love Bren, but I know that it's enough,

Because we can get through anything, we are strong, inseparable, tough.

We are one Bren, we are one. Even if we aren't the same.

But look at how far we've come now, what we've been through. Overcame.

Nothing will fix this Brendan, nothing with take away the pain,

We've hurt each other so many times Bren. And we're doing it again.