Mixed With Them.
Okay totally forgot about this on my laptop.. I always thought Beckett's clothes were to clean where they rescued her and she mentally recovered to fast so this is a really short dabble from my bored mind... Hope someone likes it :)
DISCLAIMER: EVERYTHING CASTLE AND CASTLE RELATED INCLUDING THE CHARACTERS BELONG TO THEIR RIGHTFUL OWNERS .
AU reckoning rescue scene...
She cant stop staring at the body. As if she looked hard enough it would come back to life and she wouldn't have just brutally murdered another human, no matter how psychopathic she was.
Was.
Her hand keep clenching and un-clenching the scalpel in her hand , the one drenched in blood , she cant stop thinking about how it felt pushing it over and over into the neck of her victim.
Her victim.
The feel of her blood spraying all over. All over her.
Her fingers crave to check if there's a pulse. But why would she, the pool of blood has reached her feet now. It's impossible for anyone to survive that. To survive what she had done.
She could have stopped, should have. But why didn't she?
Why didn't I stop?
She can feel the sprayed blood drying on her face, her hand.
How long have I been standing here?
However her eyes don't move from the body.
I killed someone when I could have stopped. I'm a murder.
"Beckett?"
.
The clothes she's wearing are dotted in blood. Her right hand gripping the scalpel so tight he wouldn't be surprised if her own blood was present on her hand, mixed in with that of a pshycopath.
She's facing away. Back to them, with no reaction when Espo kicked down the door.
God, please let her be okay. Don't let it be too late.
He doesn't know whether he means physically or emotionally. Probably both.
"Beckett?"
His voice is so unsure. It takes her a moment to respond to her name in question. She turns, turns to face the people who she has known for so long, But her eyes give it away that she is no longer the person they once knew.
Thanks for reading and please review i'd love to know what people think. If it's crap tell me just be nice about it :P and anything which need correcting please let me know. Thanks!