When it doesn't matter anymore…
(A/N:
-cries- oh, this is just too sad. Another one-shot POV thingie. It's pretty
obvious so I'll just let you know who this is. Suboshi-chan! Kai, this is based
on the OVA where he died (again) for Yui…-grumbles something about Yui's
stupidity-. Anyway, please R+R! Arigato, please don't hate meeeeeee!)
I never knew that the fates could be so kind. I always
thought, always knew, that life was only about a long journey down a path of
thorns, only coming across a flower every few hundred miles.
But
I was wrong.
I
knew I was wrong the minute I saw you. And I knew that, even if life WAS a long
journey down a path of thorns, your beauty and your very soul would keep the
thorns from ripping into my skin, and into my heart.
And
you did. Your very tears and your rare but beautiful smile, even when the one
person who I cared most about was gone, it gave me something to hold on to.
Something to protect always, something to live for
Even
in death.
And
I think about this, my love, as I come back to you. I never thought heaven
would be so kind as to grant me a second chance, to hold you in my arms, to
wipe away your tears, to be your stronghold, to rescue you…
To
die for you.
I
feel my power slowly seep away, I feel my life draining into the spinning
messenger of death. I feel my brother and I, once again merging into one, each
of us our own, and yet we still share the same heart and soul…
Nothing
matters anymore. All that matters is you. Not this enemy who held you prisoner,
not the Suzaku seishi, not Nakago or Taiitskun…not these new Genbu Seishi. You.
And
it's you I save. It's you I hold in my arms as once again my blood is shed on
an alter of sacrifice. I live for you, and only you. I lived and now I will die
for you.
And
I can only say one thing: Aishiteu. I love you…I love you, Yui-sama.
All
I ask is you just hold me, until I leave.
And
I will always love you, even when life doesn't matter anymore.
(A/N: Forgot. FY doesn't belong to me. Although I wish it
did. Anyway, don't sue…ah, hell with these disclaimers. :P anyway, please read
and review again. Oh, I'm considering writing this really angst-y, romance-y
Suboshi X Yui fic. Takes ya all throughout the FY world to the real world and
on and on and on…should I write it? Maybe I should…and it's NOT going to be
based on the TV series, for once! -evil tomo-like cackling- -everyone is
silent- -sigh- oh, please, just lay off me. I luv doin' the evil tomo thing, so
:P. Thanks! Sayo!)
