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"What do you want to do now Buffy?" Dawn asked cheerfully.
I stood there silent, what could I say I wanted to die and join him. Life was life that for me I finally am happy and I realise that together we could be happy together. I stand still not trusting myself to open my mouth yet.
"Yer what you wanna do buff?" He's pretending too but I can tell Xander loved her even if he wasn't with her when It happened.
I can feel them all looking at me waiting for me to decide their future.
"I...I.I just want him to hold me. I want him to tell me he loves me and I want to tell him that I did mean it when I told him I loved him back." Willow sits next to me as I fall to the floor sobbing it useless and it is pointless, and it doesn't make me feel any better at all but words are beyond me at this point, and even though I know all this I keep on crying sobbing like a little girl who is lost. At this point I know I am worse than little girl because at lease she knows that there is someone out there to find her.
All the potentials crowd around and I know that seeing me in this state is confusing for them but I have yet to process the workings of my mind at the moment.
"Hey B pull it together will you? You're scaring the kiddies." Though Faith says it I can tell she doesn't mean it. We sit there for hours alone until the sun rises the next day and I can't help but stare at the great hole that use to be Sunnydale, my home the place where I meet him. The place his ashes lie my champion. My hero.
Hi try listening to Mandy Moore- Cry to this. Please be gentle it my first BTVS fiction.
I know this is short but a ran out of ideas