Hello!

This is my first fan-fiction so please be kind to be.

Thanks Sakura-chan (Sakura Uchiha) for being my beta-reader. She helped me a lot.

Naruto belongs to Masashi Kishimoto.

My name is Sakura. Haruno Sakura, that is. Maybe I should tell you all about myself a little bit. So, I am a seventeen year old female ninja--a kunoichi. I have green eyes, pink hair…What's so funny? My hair is 100natural! Really! I'm the best medic ninja here in Konohagakure (except Tsunade-shishou of course). Even though it sounds great, I have a lot of work, meaning I actually have no life. I just don't have time for such senseless things like dating. Yes you're right, I'm single and I will be single for the rest of my life. Sometimes I feel little bit sad about it. I have no boyfriend but that doesn't mean I have also no friends. My best friends are Hinata Hyuuga and Ino-pig.

It was a normal, boring day. I had spent so much time at the hospital finishing up paperwork that all I wanted was to go home and rest in my lovely warm bed. It was really late, but I am so used to working until late at night. I had just fallen asleep at my desk when a loud noise out in the hall shook me from my slumber. I was surprised. Patient in the middle of the night? That must be serious. I snatched up my bag from my desk and threw open the door. Out in the hall, there was a bleeding man...

….

It was …"Sasuke!" I shrieked. I couldn't believe my own green eyes. It seemed forever ago that he had escaped the confines of our village to work under Orochimaru. Naruto ad I had tried to bring him back, but it proved useless. He looked weak and was covered in blood. Immediately I took my medical equipment from my bag and asked Tsunade what had happened. "I don't know anything Sakura. Our shinobi found him near the village main gate in this stage. He was injured really badly. You can see a very deep cut here and here. "He lost a ton of blood..." Tsunade frowned at me." Sakura you are tired. Please go home. I'll do everything I canto save him. "How could I go home? Of course I was tired, I was working every day until night but this was my teammate, my first love, Sasuke! Obviously, I'm not still in love with him, like I was when I was twelve. I was foolish and just another stupid fangirl then, but I have become a proud, strong Shinobi, and more importantly, an independent girl.

Of course I didn't go home. Tsunade and I did everything we could to save him. He lived, but that night was critical.

'Where I am now?'

…

"SASUKE-TEME IS HERE DATTEBAYO!! "

„Shut up you baka! You'll wake him up"

"Why do you have to always hit me Sakura-chan?"

"Because you are the nosiest ninja I ever met!"

'They probably didn't notice that I'm already awake.'

"Look Sakura-chan he opened his eyes!"

"Ohayo Sasuke!" I said as I tried to smile, but I felt too bad to do so.

"Hn"

'Yes of course "hn" why should you say something more. I only save your life' I thought irritably. Just then, Naruto came bounding into the room.

"Hi! Teme! How do you feel! "

Heh Naruto is always so noisy. He is one of my best friends. I think we´re really close now. It´s true that sometimes he is a really annoying ramen freak and I ask myself why the hell I'm talking with him. But usually I love his optimistic mood or when he tells jokes. It's important to have a friend who makes you laugh when you are depressed.

"How should I feel you idiot!"

"Heh yeah probably bad, but you should be happy! You're alive, Sakura's saved you!"

"That's not true Naruto. Tsunade-shishou saved him. I was only helping."

"Oh don't be so modest Sakura-chan!"

"So you're a medical ninja now Sakura, aren't you?"

"Erm yes I am."

"So bye teme! I really need some ramen now. Ikuze Sakura-chan, it's my treat!"

"Yes of course. So bye Sasuke. I'll come visit you later."

Hmm that was an interesting conversation, wasn't it? After that, Naruto and I went off to get ramen. We spent a lot of time reminiscing about Sasuke, Team 7, and past times in general. It was so nostalgic it brought tears to my eyes. ...But Naruto looked so cute today!

"Thank you for the ramen Naruto."

"Oh, no problem. Hinata wanted to see me so I have to go visit her today."

"That Hyuga girl. Why?"

"I don't know. She was talking about something like she has an important thing she has to say me."

"Ahh, Important thing right?"

"So, see ya later Sakura-chan!"

And he was gone. I'm interested in what that I-am-so-shy-and-cute-girl wants to say to Naruto. By the way it's really late. Why would she want to talk with him now? Maybe she was so busy during the day. Yes, it willbe like that. Or she wants to have a romantic atmosphere with shining stars and moon. Maybe she wants have date with him. Hahahahaha what a hilarious idea. Naruto would never go to a date with her. On the other hand he always has a strange expression when he's looking at her. I should watch her tomorrow and find out what's her plan. Shannaro! Yes I'll do it! But now, I'm going to visit Sasuke. Tomorrow I won't have time because of my defeat-that-shy-girl plan.

I entered into the hospital. Everywhere was silence and my mind was full of Hinata. I don't know why. I know she's a good girl, one of my best friends but something inside me does not like her anymore. Maybe it's because I was eating ramen so late. Yes that's the reason.

I came in into Sasuke's room. He was lying on the bed. The window was opened and summer wind blew into the room. I was standing there and watching the body on the bed.

"Sakura?" he suddenly said. I heard no emotions in his voice as always.

"Yes?" I asked and I my heart was beating faster and faster. Why? Why is this so painful for me? What did I do wrong?

"You're back from your dinner with Naruto, pretty soon." I heard a sarcastic tone in his voice.

"Yes, I am. We were talking much longer than usually. " I was trying to speaking with my normal voice and not allow him to see me trembling.

"Hn …"

"How are you feeling?" I asked because I wanted to break the silence.

"Better."

"I'm glad to hear it!"

"Really?"

"What do you mean?"

"Well, it seems you don't have any interest in me anymore. Maybe you saved me because it was your duty, because you have to."

What the hell he is talking about! I never understand Sasuke before but now, he acts weirder than he did. How can he say me something like that?

" How can you say that," I was starting to be angry and my voice was louder. "You know it isn't true!"

"Hn"

"What do you mean with that fucking hn? Me and Naruto …"

"Yes, go back to Naruto and let me alone."

"What?" I was angry as hell. Why is he talking such bullshit? I don't understand it! "Are you jealous or what?!"

No answer

"Are you listening to me? What's the problem Sasuke?!" I was almost screaming.

"What happened with Sasuke-kun?" I was surprised by his question and I didn't know what to say. After minutes of silence I answered.

"I'm not a fan girl anymore." My voice was much quiet and weaker this time.

"Do you remember what you said to me when I was leaving?"

"Yes?" This is stranger than I expected. Why is he asking me this? I have to say that I'm really confused.

"Do you still feel the same way?"

I was quiet. Really I don't know if I love him or not. My feelings are such a mess. Is this really Sasuke? This boy who is asking me such things? I didn't know what to say. I don't know what I feel. My heart is like in fire. This is so painful for me. I wished I could go away from that room but my body couldn't move.

"I had to return here Sakura. I have to accomplish my second goal. Now, when is Itachi dead I want to revive my clan and ..."

"Oh I fully understand it now!" My voice became louder again. "So you need a baby-factory! What do you expected me to do! I gave you my heart and you throw it away and left me on 

the bench unconscious and you want me to be your baby-machine! NO! I'm not the stupid girl anymore who would do everything for you. Sorry but I don't want to be hurt by you! Find somebody else. I'm sure you have a lot of fan girls! " Yes I was screaming again and I felt tears on my cheeks. I didn't want him to see me crying so I ran away from the hospital.

I was sitting in a restaurant with Ino. She has new boyfriend (yup again). He is super-awesome-incredible-amazing-handsome-great guy and the best man she has ever met in her life. I don't want be sarcastic but truly she has new boyfriend every week. She looked so happy so I didn't want to bother her with my „Sasuke"problems.

"What's the matter with you Sakura?"

"Nothing! I'm ok. I do not understand why are you asking me that!"

"I have known you for a very long time so it's no doubt you have problem or something. Tell me!"

Why the hell does she have to know me so well? But she's my friend so I should tell her about Sasuke. On the other hand she was his fan girl. What should I do?

"Tell me and I will buy you an ice-cream!"

I told her everything about what happened the night before. It was really great feeling to get rid of all thoughts I have.

So this was first chapter. I hope you liked it. Please review .