I frowned and walked up to my small room. The only one that was in the house was my little brother, who had taken a nap. Not a whisper was heard. Lightly feint music could be heard from my C.D. Player. I always kept it running. Always. When I slept, when I ate, when I did my homework, it was on. I let the lyrics flow to my ears
I could be mean
I
could be angry
You know I could be just like you
I'm not mean, I may be angry, but I'm not mean. I care. I do. My father tries to make me "strong" by making me appear evil and tense. That's not who I really am…I'm more then an Uchiha, I am Itachi. I am my own person. I am me. Not you.
I could be
fake
I could be stupid
You know I could be just like you
He
smiles at me as if he cares. He smiles at my mother as if he loves
her. He nods at Sasuke as if he approves of him. He hates us, most of
all he hates him, my little brother, Sasuke. My father doesn't see
the beauty and intelligence that his youngest son holds. He just
doesn't understand Sasuke like I do. No one will understand him,
except me. I'm not like my father, I'm not…stupid. You
thought you were standing beside me You thought
you were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You're
wrong if you think that I'll be just like you
You were only in my way
You're
wrong if you think that I'll be just like you
You thought you
were there to guide me
You were only in my way
You're wrong
if you think that I'll be just like you
He
always interferes. Always. I hate him so much. Whenever I want to go
on a "dangerous" mission, he always suggests that I don't go. I
hate being his son so much. He expects so much of me and when I try
to do something, he just shoots me down. He denies me what I want,
how I want to succeed. Perhaps he's just scared. Yeah… he's
afraid I will surpass him, Hell I already have, people call me a
"prodigy" of sorts or something along those lines. I
could be cold I could be weak You thought you were standing beside
me
I could be ruthless
You know I could be just like
you
I could be senseless
You know I
could be just like you
You were only in my way
You're wrong if you think that
I'll be just like you
He
always acts like he knows everything. He acts so cold. He has no idea
what he does to the rest of the family. He affects us badly. He
always makes Sasuke feel disappointed in himself. He always makes mom
feel bad for caring. He tries to make me feel like I am just a tool.
I'm Just a tool, of his. You thought you were there to
guide me
You were only in my way
You're wrong if you think
that I'll be just like you
You thought you were there to guide
me
You were only in my way
You're wrong if you think that
I'll be just like you
Another
way that he interferes is when I'm with Sasuke. He always wants me
to put Sasuke down like he tries to put me down. It doesn't work. I
love my Otousan more than anyone else in the world. I really care
about him, he's my brother…and I just care… On my
own, cause I can't take liven with you
I'm alone, so I won't
turn out like you
Want me to
I won't turn out the way he expects me too. I will not just oblige to everything he asks of me like a dog. I will, kill him…